been back in santa cruz...

[crimsonvalo]

and i'm back to loving being up here.

yeah, i do miss serj & my family,
but there's something about santa cruz
that feels so much like home.

i fucking love this place.

doing my laundry at 3 in the morning.
half an hour til it's done,
then i can put it all away and go to sleep.

i wish i didn't put so much pressure on myself to do so well.
i did end up getting all A's last quarter,
& i want to do it this quarter too.
i also kinda wanna get another job.

i'm not really happy unless i'm busy,
almost 24/7.
exhaustion = happy.
at least i know i'm using all my time,
you know?

yeah.