Dec 25, 2004 21:30
Got an iPod. My face is still swollen and my jaw still hurts. At least I didn't throw up today. Henry was over for Christmas and to tell the truth I was annoyed. My mother kept doing all of these things to try to make me get closer to him like switching places at dinner to make him sit by me, always sitting by me... It's just these little comments throughout the day and the way she looks at him and me and I want to scream and shoot everyone. He doesn't talk about anything. It seems like everything is small talk. All day long. I'm just a brat. I don't want people over here if my face is swollen so I was annoyed even more because of that.
Off the Vicodin. Really wish Angelo was coming home soon because I really miss him. Very. Really. Much. Mmmn. He got me some candles and 1940's knock off panties. ;-) Why have I been in such a mood for the 40's and 50's lately. He had green martinis for Christmas. Why can't he have that here... in his leather arm chari with a cigarette and the art deco boxers I got him for Christmas. Mmnn... Come home soon.