Tragic Butterfly
The first chapter of this story was posted on February 27th 2008 and the epilogue was posted May 8th 2008 which means that it took a little over two months to write.
I first got the idea while I was watching the Real Face DVD and I thought that Kazuya was dancing like a stripper. Then I saw Jin’s and Tatsuya’s performance of Butterfly and suddenly I had a stripper story where Tatsuya was an elegant but tortured stripper. In the beginning it wasn’t meant to be as dark as it turned out to be but I got inspiration from songs I listened a lot to during those times. I also poured a lot of my past and suffering into the story and it became dark and twisted.
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The man had his head slightly lifted and he stared out into the distance as if he saw something no one else could see. For awhile the whole club was silent but then a slow and sensual beat started playing and the man starting moving to it. Jin watched him sway his hips and throwing his head back completely wrapped up in the music. The man wasn’t the best dancer but he had a gracefulness that made everyone else fade in comparison.
The way he danced around on the stage with the sleeves fluttering around him made Jin think about a butterfly. Fragile but at the same time strong. During his dance he seemed to be completely lost in his own world but during one part of the song his eyes met Jin’s and the whole world seemed to fade away around them.
Out of my head, into yours.
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I don’t know why but somehow the meetings between the two main characters in both Fields of Gold and Tragic Butterfly seem magical somehow. It’s as if fate has worked hard to get them there to that moment where they find a connection. And yes, I realise that I sound stupid.
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“Do you like shrimp?” he blurted out and Butterfly raised a perfectly plucked eyebrow.
“I guess”, he answered with an amused smile and Jin’s heart fluttered.
Butterfly’s eyes sparkled with amusement. Jin had managed to take away the emptiness and the sadness from those dark and beautiful eyes.
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Bakanishi never fails to entertain!
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“What are you doing?” Tatsuya asked trying to crawl backwards and away from Ryo but Ryo grabbed his arms and pinned them over his head.
“You’re too innocent”, Ryo whispered, Tatsuya feeling his breath on his lips since he was so close. “The job I need you for is all but innocent so I’ll have to take it away from you.”
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I never thought that I would be able to write a rape scene since I really couldn’t read them but somehow I managed. It made me think a lot about my past and my feelings and why I’d come to this place where I wrote something like this. And just to make it clear, no I have never been raped but I’ve gone through a lot of other stuff…
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Butterfly took a razorblade from the bathroom cabinet and sat down on the toilet bringing the cold blade to his skin gasping as it pierced through making blood flow freely. The pain brought him release; it made him feel better when nothing else could.
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This is pretty much as personal as my writing can get. No, I haven’t cut myself either but I’ve thought about it many times and I wanted to cut deep and end my misery… That was during my darkest times a few years ago though, I feel much better now.
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Jin shook his head and smiled reassuringly to Yuri.
“You’re the only one I want, I’m marrying you.”
Why did he feel so dirty saying those words?
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To make Jin engaged was actually kind of fun. I had never written him in a heterosexual relationship before so it was interesting how I would handle it and also handle a situation where he is going to cheat. Cheating is wrong but somehow I still had to make Jin a sympathetic character.
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If he leaves me I’ll destroy him.
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At first I meant to make Yuri a likeable character but somehow she slipped out of my grasp and became a real bitch, oops.
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“So you’re grateful to him for raping you and making you a stripper?!” Jin said angrily getting off the couch and pacing back and forth in front of it while Butterfly just looked at him calmly with sadness in his eyes.
“So what if I am?” he asked softly. “Without him I wouldn’t have lived to meet you.”
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Sometimes the very thing you’ve hated for so long, the very thing you were broken because of turns out to be the biggest blessing in your life. You never stop hating it and you’re still broken because of it but you can no longer wish that it never happened.
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“Pi-chan, it really isn’t that bad”, Ryo said.
“Not that bad?” Yamapi said disbelievingly. “You’ve raped someone!”
“I did it for his own good, he was too innocent. I had to protect him.”
“By raping him?!” Yamapi couldn’t believe his ears and he backed away from the man that he thought he’d loved.
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I guess that I just can’t stop hurting Yamapi in almost every fan fiction I write where he is included… oops?
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In one minute Butterfly had stood there defenceless with the gun pointed at him and in the next he was on the floor as the bullet entered Ryo’s body and he screamed in pain, falling to the floor.
“Ryo”, Butterfly gasped and crawled over to Ryo cradling the man’s head in his lap. Ryo looked up at him with a tiny smile on his pale face.
“Tatsuya”, he said with his last breath, tenderness lacing his voice as his eyes closed to never open again.
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Ryo was the first person I killed in a fan fiction since I wrote this before I wrote the last chapter of Fields of Gold. I think that I wanted to give Ryo some kind of redemption for being such a cold bastard in this story. The only way I could think of doing that was killing him. And also, the choice stood between killing him and killing Jin which was my original plan. The scary thing is that Ryo in this story carries so much resemblance to Sosuke from Last Friends and I wrote this before I even knew that he would play such a role…
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“Ryo-chan!” his mother scolded him and pushed him away from her. “I’ll only be gone for a little while so just play by yourself and wait for me.”
Ryo watched his mother walk out through the door without looking back. Somehow he knew that he’d be all alone.
“Mommy isn’t coming back”, he whispered while tears rolled down his cheeks.
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The interlude explaining Ryo’s background was something that I hadn’t planned including at first. I knew his entire background story though and so I figured that it was kind of pointless to know it and not write it down and so the interlude Tragic Wolf was created.
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“Please don’t”, he whispered as his father’s hand travelled down from his cheek over his neck and chest lingering awhile on his stomach.
Ryo felt the bile rise up his throat as his father leaned down and kissed him while dragging his underwear down his legs. The clanking sound of the belt that hit the floor filled his ears before he was filled up and he screamed out in agony.
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It sickened me to write this but somehow I was compelled to… I had no other choice but to write it. I don’t think I’ll ever write something like this again though.
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Ryo was certain that he was doing the right thing as he kissed the man violently enjoying the warmth of his mouth. No one could make it through life being as innocent as this man.
Yes, this was definitely the right thing to do.
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Ryo was a completely broken man because of the happenings in his childhood. He couldn’t quite separate right from wrong. All he knew was that he wanted Butterfly and so he took him. It never occurred to him that Butterfly might have loved him if he just treated him right since Ryo knew that he was unlovable, always had been. What other reason could his mother have for leaving him?
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Ryo looked up at the beautiful man with a tiny smile as the familiar warmth spread through his chest.
“Tatsuya”, he said feeling his breath leaving him. I love you.
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He had a very twisted sense of love but that didn’t mean that his love was any less true. If he’d grown up under different circumstances I’m sure that he would’ve been a very sweet and loving man but his parents destroyed any chances that he had to a normal life.
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The only other thing that could take away the pain he felt inside was the razorblade… So sharp but to him it was like a soft and cuddly teddy bear, there to ease his loneliness and take away his tears.
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Razorblades, the emo kids’ own teddy bears! *shot* Okay, so that was incredibly insensitive… But cutting yourself is a very stupid thing that no one should do. I understand the pain that some goes through but there are always better ways of dealing with the emotions. Don’t try to deal with it on your own, seek help.
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They stared at each other and then started laughing, they were so stupid. Their fingers interlaced and they smiled at each other. Everything would work out in one way or another; it didn’t matter if it was as friends or as lovers.
I’ll always be with you.
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It was somehow strange to end a story where the main pairing had gone through so much like this. In my imagination they never went back to being lovers but stayed friends for the rest of their lives. It’s a much more realistic ending after all. Other people might think that they became a couple again and that’s fine as well. It’s your choice.
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Infinite Lives (one-shot)
This was posted March 10th 2008 and it was spawned from a conversation I had with Yanni. It was so completely different from my first one-shot and it’s just pure crack really. It’s short so I won’t quote anything, just read it and (hopefully) laugh!
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Rainy Night in Okinawa (one-shot)
This was posted March 11th 2008 and it was requested by a friend. It was my first smut one-shot and it felt kind of awkward to write, especially as it was Jinno which is a pairing I wouldn’t really write if it wasn’t asked of me. I won’t post any quotes from a short smut one-shot either… eek.
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Hokkaido Fantasies (one-shot)
Posted March 28th 2008 and dedicated to Isa. I wanted to write Nakanishi since the announcement of the Hokkaido special and then when it was aired I wanted to write it even more… so I did! Yuichi’s thoughts in this one-shot is mostly based on the thoughts I had while watching the special. XD
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Love in Snow
Posted April 14th 2008. Very short drabble written in less than 4 minutes, one of my very few JinDa things.
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Blood Red Love
The prologue was posted April 7th 2008 and the last chapter was posted June 7th 2008. It was the birthday fan fiction to Nozomi-chan and damn, it took a long time to write! XD I guess I wasn’t so inspired for it really…
Nozomi and I made the plot together at first but then I kind of made it into my own story and used what I thought was good. Mike He was involved because I was watching ‘Devil Beside You’ and I thought that he was really hot.
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“Prince Junno what the hell are you doing?” Jin asked with a raised eyebrow.
“Uh… introducing myself?” Junno smiled brightly like the sun, he was the God of Sun after all.
“Introducing yourself… to the mirror?”
“I was bored!”
Jin shook his head and sighed while he walked out of the room.
“I can’t believe that guy is in charge of making the sun rise”, he muttered.
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The prologue is the best part of this fan fiction in my opinion, so funny! XD
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”So you’re the princess huh?” Ryo asked smirking and the pale man, or vampire to be exact, glared at him.
“What did you say?” he hissed showing of his sharp fangs as he sauntered closer to Ryo the long black coat flowing behind him.
“Since you’re the vampire prince’s lover you must be his princess.”
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It’s simple logic really, who can deny it?
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“Being killed tends to make you sleepy”, Jin said and Mike chuckled.
“You’re funny, I like you.”
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I wonder if this would be true… I want to be a vampire so that I can find out!
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“Don’t throw yourself all over Mike because he’s mine”, the man snarled and Jin had to suppress a bitter laugh.
Throw myself all over him? Jin thought. That’s the last thing I want to do. “You must be the princess then.”
“Why does everybody call me that?” Tatsuya said in frustration and smacked his own forehead.
“If you’re the prince’s lover then you are the princess”, Jin said simply and Tatsuya’s eyes narrowed.
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I love the JinDa hate… friendship thingy in this fan fiction! And as I said before, it’s simple logic. XD
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Blood flowed into his mouth and he groaned at the warmth and the rich taste. What had previously made him disgusted now made him feel complete, stronger. He felt himself grow hard as he drained the girl and then dropped her to the ground. His eyes met Mike’s and the vampire prince grinned, licking his lips suggestively.
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When you’re a vampire, the taking of a life is a very sexual thing… I think that it’s like that in almost all vampire stories out there.
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“Do you want to eat pie with me?” Junno suddenly asked and Kazuya blinked.
“Uh, sure”, he replied.
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When I plan out chapters for fan fictions I things that are supposed to happen in a list. I was writing completely normal things when I suddenly wrote, ‘They eat pie’. Yes, sometimes I am very random.
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“We won’t leave”, Ryo said. “Not until you show your scrawny ass!”
“Why would we want to see his scrawny ass?” Yamapi asked bewildered. “And I don’t think his ass is all that scrawny…”
“You’ve checked his ass out?” Ryo asked with a raised eyebrow and Yamapi blushed. “Anyway, that’s not what I meant, I meant that we won’t leave until he comes out of his room you idiot.”
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Even though this is kind of PiKame-ish… I really think that it’s funny. XD
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“I don’t have time for you princess”, he growled.
“Aw, that hurts”, Tatsuya said mockingly. “Why are you in such a hurry anyway?”
“Kame is gone.”
“Your pet turtle has escaped?”
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Have I mentioned how much I love Tatsuya?
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“Now this changes some things”, Ryo said. “Jin is the most skilled fighter I have ever seen despite the fact that he’s a fat idiot so now we have an even better chance at winning.”
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Ryo can’t compliment Jin without also insulting him. XD
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“What the fuck is wrong with all the vampires?” Jin muttered and then squeaked as a spider moved closer to him. “Oh this is just great…”
“Is the big bad vampire hunter afraid of spiders?” Tatsuya’s voice came drifting to Jin and he blinked; suddenly the older vampire was standing in front of him… inside of the cell.
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Spiders really are creepy and Tatsuya is awesome.
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Jin sobbed and he held Yamapi in his arms as the hunter took his last breaths and then drifted away with a small smile on his lips.
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I actually feel very bad for killing Pi… he didn’t deserve a destiny like that but at least he died as a hero.
So that’s it. I feel that I probably could’ve made this story a lot better and the storyline is so good that I think that I could probably make it into a book. Maybe sometime in the future…
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Turtles: The Cure Against Loneliness (One-shot)
Posted April 23rd 2008. It was written entirely in a conversation on MSN with Isa when she told me to write something… It was so random but it was so much fun!
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Turtles Need Love Too (One-shot)
Posted April 24th 2008 and is the sequel to the previous one-shot. Also written in a conversation with Isa and contains one of my one true pairings, Tatsuya with a knife. XD
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Are You Ready? (One-shot)
Posted May 3rd 2008 and dedicated to Estelle for winning my contest… or more like pointing out my stupidity which is known to make an appearance from time to time. Basically, it’s angst, fluff and smut, the greatest combination ever. XD I still like this one even though it’s really embarrassing to read…
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Sweetheart (One-shot)
Posted May 16th 2008. I was watching Cartoon KAT-TUN II You when I suddenly got the idea for this… Inspired by Kazuya stealing Junno’s sword and pretending to kill Jin. XD It’s dark and different from what I usually write but I really like it anyway.
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Baseball of Love
First chapter was posted May 25th 2008 and the last chapter was posted May 29th 2008 and dedicated to Estelle because she gave me the inspiration for it. Jin in this story is almost completely based on me which is kind of freaky I guess. XD It all started with a conversation Estelle and I had in comments and well… because I am who I am I got this idea.
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Jin looked up at Kazuya with dazed eyes and his breath hitched, he’d never seen anyone so beautiful before.
“The baseballs of love leave bruises on my heart”, Jin said before he passed out.
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It was that line from Jin that is totally inspired by me and the comment conversation. Only that my line was: ‘The bricks of love leave bruises on my heart.’ You’ll all know why I said bricks of love if you’ve ever seen a comment conversation between Estelle and me.
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“Why do I keep losing my balance around you?” Kazuya asked blushing.
“Maybe it’s because you’re falling for me.”
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This is so cute! XD
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“But I want to take care of you”, Jin said with the cutest smile Kazuya had ever seen and he melted… he seemed to melt a lot when Jin was around.
When they were dry they got dressed in their pyjamas again and went back to bed. Kazuya laid with his back against Jin’s chest and the older boy wrapped his arms around Kazuya’s waist.
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*melts* This story is just too fluffy!
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“You worry too much Maru.”
“Yeah, I know… but you never know when it’s Jin, he always does stupid stuff.”
“You know”, Tatsuya said as they walked through the gates. “Sometimes I think that you’re in love with him.”
Yuichi spluttered and his face turned into an interesting shade of red while he struggled to breathe. Tatsuya patted his back and he finally regained his normal colour.
“Don’t say stuff like that so early in the morning”, Yuichi said. “You almost killed me!”
“Sorry.”
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I want to write things like this again… It’s so much fun! XD
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“No crying”, Kazuya said and wiped the tears from Jin’s cheeks. “It’ll give you wrinkles.”
“If I don’t cry, I’ll get wrinkles in my soul”, Jin said seriously and Kazuya blinked, he had no comeback to that.
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Kazuya’s line is from Isa and Jin’s line is from me… sometimes I’m awesome. *bricked*
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“Oh, just finding out some stuff”, Jin whispered back. “By the way, you wouldn’t happen to be gay would you?”
Yuichi spluttered and choked and for the second time that morning his face turned into an interesting shade of red. Tatsuya laughed and almost fell off of his chair and Jin looked at both of them with a confused expression on his face.
“Nakamaru-kun, is everything alright?” the teacher asked, worriedly.
“I am not gay!” Yuichi squeaked and the whole class stared at him.
This caused Tatsuya to laugh even more and he really did fall off of his chair.
“Really, I don’t get you guys”, Jin sighed. “You’re both so weird.”
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*falls off bed laughing*
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Everyone cheered and applauded when Jin suddenly kissed Kazuya and the younger boy wanted to sink through the floor and disappear.
I swear, Jin will be the death of me, he thought. But at least it will be a quite nice way to die.
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Well, I wouldn’t mind dying because of Jin…
I really enjoyed writing this story since it was a nice change from all the angst I usually write but it was still difficult to come up with ideas… I’m much better at writing angst so I should leave the fluffy stories to someone else.
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Reflections
The first chapter was posted June 3rd 2008 and the epilogue was posted July 7th 2008. It was written as my contest entry for the summer contest at akame_ but it didn’t win any prize. Honestly, I was very disappointed but… that’s life.
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The second he switched on the lamp, the wailing stopped and the warmth returned to the room. He blinked against the sudden light and frowned as he took in the empty room. Everything was as it had been when he went to bed 30 minutes ago, except for one thing. Jin stared at his mirror in shock, his mouth hanging open.
The mirror was fogged up and in the mist someone had written, ‘leave or die’.
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I’ve got a feeling that someone doesn’t like Jin… XD But I really enjoyed writing this, I’ve always loved reading scary stories.
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“Go home?” Jin said frowning. “You’re not telling me to sleep in that freaking mansion are you?”
“That’s exactly what I’m saying”, Tatsuya’s face was completely serious.
“But it’s freaking haunted Tat-chan!” Jin’s voice was squeaky. “Something wrote ‘leave or die’ on my mirror!”
“You’ll be fine”, Tatsuya said heartlessly and dragged Jin to the front door, pushing him out. “Sleep tight.”
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I love Tatsuya!
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Jin had just gotten out of the shower as he heard the doorbell ring; he quickly pulled on a pair of jeans and put a towel over his shoulders, using one end to dry his hair. He went down the stairs and opened the door, coming face to face with Kazuya. The two men stared at each other.
Kazuya felt his eyes travel over Jin’s still wet torso and he blushed. Maybe the man hadn’t been aware that he was coming since it was Tatsuya who had contacted him. He let his gaze travel back to the man’s face and he seemed slightly familiar. Where had Kazuya seen him?
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Their first meeting… aww. XD I always enjoy the first meetings.
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“No”, Jin said and absentmindedly scratched his cheek with the carrot he was holding. “But I don’t think that it would have been a very good sales pitch.”
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I can actually see Jin doing this. XD
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Kazuya frowned and took Jin’s hand in his, bringing the bleeding finger to his mouth and sucking on it. Jin’s eyes widened and he blushed.
“What are you doing?”
The medium blinked and looked up at Jin, the older man’s finger still in his mouth. He glanced down and blushed, releasing the finger.
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I have a bloodsucking fetish… *blushes*
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Kazuya squirmed and shivered as hands ghosted all over his body, teasing him. He gasped and begged for more. Even though he couldn’t see the face of who was pleasuring him, he knew that the person was smirking.
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I honestly didn’t notice my choice of wording before… “ghosted”. XD
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“Will be all right”, he hummed under his breath when he suddenly felt something grab his leg and he screamed.
He looked down and saw a wet and slightly slimy arm reaching out from the drain and holding onto his ankle. Jin kicked it violently and screamed louder than he’d ever done before. He slipped and fell on his butt painfully but he kept kicking and finally the hand released him and disappeared back into the drain.
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This is where it all started really because many times when I shower, I imagine a hand coming up from the drain…
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He’d never been called JinJin before and when Kazuya called him that, it sounded so innocent and yet so… sexy. Kazuya looked up at Jin with his head tilted and a small smile playing on his lips. Jin thought that he’d never seen anything so adorable in his entire life and he suddenly felt like squishing Kazuya and making cooing noises at him… impulses that Jin obviously suppressed.
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… I’ve often gotten these impulses while watching something with Kazuya in it or seeing a picture of him…
This was a really fun story to write and I wish that I could write more… sooner than I will get to. XD
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Yubiwa (Drabble)
Posted on June 8th 2008 and written only because Isa poked me to several times. I don’t like this one at all…
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Laws of Attraction (One-shot)
Posted June 17th 2008 and written for the former houseki_l7. It’s a sort of spin-off to Tragic Butterfly but it can be read without reading that… It’s simply smut. XD
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Erase/Replace
The prologue was posted June 20th 2008 and the epilogue was posted July 31st 2008. This story is dedicated to Isa because she loves the drama so much and yeah… I’m not satisfied with this story at all; I could’ve done a much better job because the plot is really nice.
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“I take pride in my work”, Kazuya replied and wiped away a tear to glare at Jin. “Which is more than I can say for you. You just waltz in on stage, not even bothering to have learnt the dance steps or the lyrics correctly, and still you act like you’re better than us. We work so much harder than you and still you’re the one who has all the girls screaming after you. Well I’m sorry that I work hard to at least shine as brightly as you do!”
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Sometimes… I feel that this is really true.
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“You’ve been in a coma for two months now”, he started and Jin looked at him in shock but didn’t interrupt. “After I left you… apparently you got really drunk, they found a lot of alcohol in your blood and then… you jumped.”
“I did w-what?” Jin’s voice was trembling.
“You jumped”, Kazuya said with tears in his eyes. “From the balcony…”
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I wish I had made this story longer and better written but I couldn’t muster any passion at all to write it…
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Hot Property (One-shot)
Posted on June 23rd 2008. It’s based on a dream that I had but unfortunately I woke up before the more… interesting parts. XD I think that this was the first thing I wrote with Kazuya as a seme so it was very interesting. I kind of like it though.
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Unbreakable Bond (One-shot)
Posted July 12th 2008 and written for myself… XD I don’t know why but I have a soft spot for incest when it comes to gay couples. Then there’s no risk for them to have babies and it wouldn’t affect someone in a bad way. If two persons truly love each other; then can you really say that it’s wrong?
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Jin’s Plan (Drabble)
Posted on July 18th 2008 and written for aoi_tenshi05’s birthday. It’s kind of cute I guess… XD
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Your Side
First chapter was posted August 8th 2008 and the last chapter was posted August 28th 2008. This fan fiction is dedicated to Kirshi. It took about five days to write this story if I remember correctly so it was quite easy. I really enjoyed it!
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“So, this is my house”, Shuuji said finally. “Do you live far away from here? I mean as thanks I could let you sleep here tonight…”
Shuuji blushed as he realised that it might sound incredibly wrong and perverted. He started to stutter an explanation before he noticed Hayato’s amused smile.
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Shuuji is really cute! XD
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Akira bounced happily and chanted ‘ramen’ over and over again, flapping his arms and making people stare at him and swerve away to avoid him. Shuuji sighed and shook his head; finally spotting the small ramen shop, he walked inside.
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I don’t think that I failed at writing Akira… wow!
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Shuuji’s lips brushed across Hayato’s fingers as he accepted the grape and Hayato suddenly felt the need to feel those lips on his own. He leaned down and pressed his lips lightly against Shuuji’s.
Shuuji’s eyes widened and he froze, lying completely still as Hayato kissed him. Finally Hayato pulled back and blushed.
“Sorry”, he mumbled but Shuuji smiled with flushed cheeks.
“It’s okay”, he said. “Let’s go home? I told my dad that I would spend the night at your place…” Shuuji blushed even more as he realised that it might sound really wrong and perverted.
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Shuuji and Hayato might be my crossover one true pairing…
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Hayato stopped but he didn’t turn around to face Shuuji who walked to stand right behind him. Without knowing what to do, Shuuji simply embraced Hayato from behind and buried his face in the older boy’s back.
“I don’t know what Ryu meant to you but… I’m here now.”
Hayato stiffened because of Shuuji’s words but he didn’t pull away. Instead he just stood there, staring straight ahead at nothing in particular and let the younger boy hold him.
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Just imagine not knowing how much someone meant to a person but still try to replace him in the person’s heart… Am I making sense?
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Hayato gave a quick glance over his shoulder and said, ”Oh, it’s just you Shuuji”, but then he froze.
He slowly turned around and the plate he held in his hand slipped out of his grasp and fell to the floor, shattering in a million pieces. Just like his heart had the previous year.
“Hello Hayato.”
“Ryu…”
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I felt so evil while writing this… XD
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“I can’t leave because I love you, Shuuji”, Hayato said loudly and Shuuji gasped in surprise.
Koji stared at them both before he said, “I knew it!”
The two older boys ignored him and stared at each other, Shuuji disbelievingly and Hayato lovingly.
“I… but what about Ryu?” Shuuji said finally.
“I still love him and I probably always will… but you’re the one I want to be with.”
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HayaRyu is my drama one true pairing and maybe my one true pairing when it comes to Japanese entertainment overall but I felt that this was the right ending for this story.
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Sayonara (One-shot)
This was posted August 11th 2008 and it’s really close to my heart. Somehow, it feels like this could’ve happened but… Jin is a strong person. He and I are the same; we’ll always make it through. Just believe in us.
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Perilous Waters (One-shot)
Posted September 19th 2008… wow, I didn’t think that it was that long ago! Here my soft spot appears again, incest! Some of you might feel the need to shoot me but really, it’s just cute somehow. I really like this one-shot, it’s also the longest one I’ve written probably… and seme Kazuya again!
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Meet the Yabukis (One-shot)
Posted September 21st 2008… which means that I need to write more one-shots. XD I also really like this one, I think that I managed to make the characterisations believable despite the very unbelievable plot. Shohei baby! *shot*
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So that’s everything really. I won’t write anything about the stories that I’m currently posting (Heavenly Creatures, First Love, Meet the Yabukis and Red West Star) because I feel that I can’t give a proper overview of the fan fictions, even though two of them are already written completely.
It’s been quite an eventful year when it comes to my writing progress and I’m actually impressed that I’ve managed to finish so many fan fictions. When I started out I never thought that it would become such a big part of my life and that I would get so much amazing support. If I hadn’t got so many comments from you, the readers, I probably wouldn’t have continued with writing fan fiction so I want to thank you all for your support! It doesn’t matter if you’re a new reader; you matter as much to me anyway! And those of you who have been with me from the start… words cannot express how much it means to me.
I love you all and I hope that you will stay with me for one more year of fan fictions.
Love
Alexandra