Bring Me to Life - Chapter 8

[phoenix_zeal]

Title: Bring Me to Life
Author: phoenix_zeal
Pairings: Akame
Rating: R
Genre: Romance, Angst, Horror
Disclaimer: If I owned them I'd be too busy to write...
Beta: death_note13 ♥
Summary: The whole world is overrun by monsters that Kazuya never thought would ever be real. Now Kazuya is struggling to survive on his own until one night when he meets Jin who is more special

Comments

[sheenalinh]

hmmm.... maybe I can understand that feeling. When you play your characters' role, see like them, feel like them. It's more affecting when your fics have lots of characters D:
About that, I think each writer has his/her own strong point of writing style. But being challenge with new style is good rite? At least for me, I always try to refreshing my writing and plot.
I think sth mistaken here. As in smutt writing, I dont mean you have to write graphic and details like smutt. Just that the idea that you're fed up with it and avoid writing... Somehow a smutt scene (clear or implied) being added here and there is necessary for your fics. You can have many way to express that, but if you have on your mind the thought of avoiding it, like "I dont write this" somehow the process will be forced and will lack some of the chemistry, like living a huge gaps @___@ Am I making any sense?
I dont force you to write smutt, just have a relax mind of writing it is better than a NO NO.
Sorry, I think it will be confusing cuz it's midnight here now and I'm having a pillow on my head. (try to weigh down my haziness and trying to know that this fic is actually end D:)

[phoenix_zeal]

I've already written pretty much every genre I can think of through my life so it's not like I've avoided writing stuff always.
And yes I know that I don't have to write details and it's not like I'm all "OMG NO" about it but I just feel that I don't need to describe it at all because the feeling is already there and to me, sex isn't all that important to a relationship. I know that like everyone else thinks that though but for me that isn't necessary and something that you can just think yourself... that feeling and the pleasure and whatever. In the books I have read which have really deep relationships in them and I find really awesome also don't have any description of sex scenes or sometimes don't even mention sex.
I write whatever I feel that my fic needs and I didn't feel that this one needed any more description than I have already given.

[sheenalinh]

Oh cool :) to know that you think like that.
The important is the feeling a fic or movie can bring, you're right. I'm in love with everything that can drive my mood, be crazy, be sad, be mad or be everything just push my mood to the top is ok XDD~
One of the reason I become a Japanese fangirl cuz their stuff arent all about sex. Like Nobuta Wo Produce, or One litre of Tears, or Gokusen :D. They're about friendship, family relationship.
At least in japanese movie I dont have to prepare myself to any hot scenes appear like a must in every american one :)
I wish you luck with your book ne~
♥

[phoenix_zeal]

Pretty much no J-dramas have hot love scenes and yet the feeling of the relationships are so strong like in Buzzer Beat and sad dramas like Summer Snow and Beautiful Life. I really like that feeling and now I'm somehow trying to turn my fics into that same kind of feeling even if I'm more inclined to write fantasy things. XD Besides, I think my fic Fields of Gold is my most successful one and that doesn't contain any sex at all... and barely any kissing either if I remember correctly. :)
Thank you! I'm going through a quite rough time where I'm not sure if writing is what I want to do professionally but yeah... I'll do my best!
♥
I hope I don't sound too harsh or anything in my replies. D: Sometimes I tend to sound too blunt or mad or something when I'm really not. I'm just really passionate and fierce when I discuss about things that I love. XD

[sheenalinh]

Havent watched Beautiful Life but I do watch Buzzer Beat and Summer Snow D:. There's none hot scenes DDDDDD:
If yes, those are fluffy scenes. For me, if we say sth hot it is really hot hot hot like American O.O;;
I havent read Fields of Gold, maybe I should try it someday.
Making a fluffy fic like Summer snow or BB atmosphere is adorable. Those 2 dramas are the one that make me love the actress more than the actor XDDD~
Ah, dont worry. I dont mind discussing, that's why I'm still reply now. As long as you're direct and dont bother covering your own thoughts, I'm appreciated it. I hope you dont mind me babbling here either. And seems like some of my knowledge or thoughts are not correct. Blame to the hour and my eyes and my mind XDDD~

[phoenix_zeal]

Americans are so over the top with hot scenes... ugh.
Fields of Gold was one of the first fics I ever wrote so my English was kind of really bad back then and stylistically I sucked but the plot is kind of good I guess... and it has two sequels too, one one-shot and a multichap. XD You know, if you ever need something to read. XD
I've disliked Pi for a long time so I wouldn't have watched BB if it wasn't for Keiko who I've adored since late 2006, a year before I even found out about JE, haha.
I love discussing writing and j-dramas and such things so it's okay~ Haha, why are you still awake if it's so late? It's still only evening here where I am. XD

[sheenalinh]

I dont like Pi much, not that I dislike him
I watch cuz it's about Basket Ball. I was in the school basket ball team in highschool
Those 2 girls and their relationship caught me in that drama. How I love her, and Mai too <- dont know if I remember her name right _ _"
Cuz I'm spamming comment on your pages XDDD~
I love discussing writing ♥ I'm still searching for someone that can do it together with me. I have one now and I want more. But lately I dont read much books like before. Mostly Akame's fanfics for me now but I do read them seriously and I'm really strict. Real life and fandom eat up my time so not much dramas or movies are on the list either. But if you want, I'd love to have a discussing pal :D

[phoenix_zeal]

I liked his character though but his hair looked terrible. It's like it looks so dry. D: Why am I even talking about his hair now? ._.
Their relationship is so warm. I want to have a friend like that too.
Haha! XDDD
I haven't read many books or fanfics lately either. D: I just can't seem to find and fics I actually like and books are so... idk. With my health problems I can't focus as much as I used to. Yay, let's be discussing pals! :D It's nice to find someone who's not scared of me because of my bluntness and straightforward way of talking/writing, hahaha. XD

[sheenalinh]

I'm a faithful fan so I'm not into other bands but KATTUN.
Yamapi is JE golden boy <== ppl said that. I see him normally like any good looking man. At least he doesnt drive me crazy. But lately I have a soft spot for him. Maybe cuz of Loveless atmosphere (not the song but the atmosphere) I'm so a hopeless romantic type of girl, who loves horror sometimes XDDD~
I'm only in this fandom for 1year and a half so lots of fics still calling out for me. And lately new author who has good writing style is coming out. I barely find new good books around cuz the translation is just so dead. My top of the list, which is years ago, is The life of Pi. That book is awesome and I love the style, amazing ending also weird plot.
Be friend ne~
At least I hope you wont be scared of my babbla-ing XDDD~

[phoenix_zeal]

I wouldn't call myself a faithful fan in the way that I don't like other bands but I'm not into any other band in the way I am into KAT-TUN.
I don't find Pi attractive at all and his singing voice is awful. He's a good actor though so I allow him to exist in my life because of that, lol. I'm a sort of romantic girl who hates horror... XD I always write things I don't actually like~
I've been into this fandom for two years and a couple of months now and I've been a fic writer for 2 years and 11 days. XD I'm not as into reading about Akame as I used to be though, I just write it still. I read so many books but after I read them I mostly can't remember them because I have really short memory. ;A; But right now my favourite books are the Temeraire series by Naomi Novik. :)
I used to be an expert in babbling. XD Lately I'm more silent though... uh, I guess you can't tell. XD

[sheenalinh]

I've never been into anything that deep, call myself a fan like I did with Kame and KATTUN. That's why I can claim myself a loyal fan of them. At least I'm not attracted just by their look. I admire them, everything and every single side. Hm... dunno when will I wake up from this pink-ish dreamland but I'm proud to say I'm a KATTUN fan. Maybe I'll say it proudly later to my kids and grandkids XDDD~
Good AKame writers are decreasing. There's new wave but like you said before, since we have to float in this ocean of fic, new idea, new plot, sth that is really attractive is hard to find ne~
I have memory like a donkey too. But if it's related to my fav books, my memory works really ..... magically long :D

[phoenix_zeal]

I'm a fan of many things but KT is to a whole other level. XD The first time I saw Kame, I thought he was too skinny and ugly... but I saw him in NwP and he was really skinny back then. Then I saw what he looked like when I became a fan and he was really pretty. XD But yeah, for me it has never been about their looks, it's been about their personalities and their talents. I came out of the dreamland already but I can't give them up anyway.
I remember the days when I first became an Akame fan and I read practically every new fic but then I just stopped. XD Now I read Akame very rarely.
My memory has always really sucked, especially when it comes to name and numbers. I can tell you random things like the scorpions' ancestors were 80 metres long and lived in the sea but I can't remember what happened in the book I just read. My brain is strange.

[sheenalinh]

I first know Kame in NwP too, and the first thought of him was how ugly he was as a main actor _ _" SORRY KAME CHAN TT____TT
But yes, after being a fan I start seeing him so beautiful *O* too much for my eyes to see. I'm so bias I know but he is just ... so perfect in his imperfect way and KLAJDKGDKYUTR^&%^$#%^^(*U)(^%&#^$RYFGHBAKLJDKJ I should stop Kame's subject or else your page will be filled with insane stuff XDDD~
Me used to read everything. And being picky now. At least now I have some of the writers to follow. I try new writer's work randomly too, cuz there may be some talent writer out there :D
And I can read anything but AKame ♥
I'm not good at remember names and numbers either <== it's like history lesson @____@ but scenes, some strong pointed, personality of the characters, etc I can remember :D

[phoenix_zeal]

LOL! I'm not that Kame biased really. XD I do flail when I see him in dramas or concerts or something but that's because my energy peaks when I watch things. XD
I don't even really feel like reading anything anymore. D:
I can't remember that either. D: It's like I have selective memory or something and Brain-sama is the one to decide what it wants to remember.

[sheenalinh]

tsk, brain sama please do remember making summary for Jiexie fic when she has free time =__________=

[phoenix_zeal]

Rough draft of summary is already done but it's kind of, hmm... and Brain-sama almost wants to write the sequel. ._.