Title: What You Don't Know
Author:
phoenix_zealPairings: Akame, Kame/Hayato/Akihiko/Miroku
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: If I owned them I'd be too busy to write...
Warnings: RAPE, violence
Summary: Kazuya ends up in a juvenile detention center and shares a room with four other boys. The welcome he gets isn't exactly heartwarming but Jin saves him and he starts to depend on the older man. But is really everything as it seems?
He wondered how he’d gotten himself there as he was being pushed down a dark corridor by two guards. His clothes were something that reminded him of a baby’s jumpsuit, but in a dirty grey instead of a happy colour. He had a number tag on his chest and from now on he’d be called that number instead of his real name.
Number 123, it struck him as a ridiculous number for some reason.
His room was at the end of the long corridor; room number six. The guards pushed him inside.
“This will be your home from now on”, one of the guards said. “Take care of him”, this was directed at the four other boys in the room.
“Count on us”, a dark haired boy said with a smirk before the guards closed and locked the door.
Number 123 looked at the boy’s number tag, 666. It couldn’t be a good sign.
The four boys stood up and circled the newcomer who smiled nervously and bowed.
“I’m Kamenashi Kazuya”, he said. “I hope that we can get along.”
He didn’t expect the first strike; it hit him right in the stomach and he doubled over in pain. Then a knee connected with his chin roughly, causing him to fall backwards and groan in pain. Kazuya squirmed on the floor as fists and kicks hailed over him.
“Enough!” number 666 yelled suddenly and the three others backed away while 666 knelt by Kazuya’s side. “We can’t bruise him too much”, the boy smirked. “He’s got such a pretty face and beautiful body. Take care of him.”
666 retreated to his own futon and closed the drapes around it. 369 and 333 carried Kazuya to the futon that would be his. He almost passed out from the pain and 850 told the two others to leave with a voice that was far too beautiful to belong to a criminal.
Kazuya looked at the other through the haze of tears as 850 closed the drapes around them before he turned to look at Kazuya.
“I’m Akanishi Jin”, he said in that soft and melodious voice. “I’m sorry about what happened but… we have to, you know? We can’t go against him.”
Jin suddenly had tissues and disinfectant in his hands; Kazuya hadn’t seen where he’d gotten them from. Kazuya hissed as Jin started cleaning the wounds on his face and whatever other part of his body that wasn’t covered by the jumpsuit.
“I understand if you hate me”, Jin said. “I would.”
“I don’t hate you”, Kazuya coughed. “Thank you.”
Jin’s face lit up in a surprised smile and Kazuya thought that he was beautiful.
“What are the others’ names?” Kazuya tried to sit up but Jin gently stopped him by putting a hand on his shoulder.
“Number 666 is Yabuki Hayato”, Jin said and made a face. “369 is Shochikubai Miroku and 333 is Kurosawa Akihiko.”
“Why are they so brutal?” Kazuya asked and carefully touched his broken lip, wincing.
“You have to be brutal to survive in here”, Jin sighed. “I imagine that it’s no different from any other prison even if there are only young people here.”
“How old are you?”
“22”, Jin replied and Kazuya looked away; 5 years older than him… “How about you?”
“I’m 17”, Kazuya mumbled.
“You’re still very young… Don’t think that they’ll go easy on you because you’re still a kid though. If you’ve done something bad enough to end up here, you must be tough.”
“I’m innocent.”
Jin laughed mirthlessly, “In here we’re all innocent.”
Kazuya didn’t quite understand but he didn’t dare to ask.
“Try to get some sleep”, Jin gave Kazuya a smile before he left the enclosed space.
Kazuya tried to make himself more comfortable before he closed his eyes and waited for sleep to claim him.
Darkness surrounded him when he woke up by hands tugging on his jumpsuit.
“What are you doing?” he struggled to get away from the hands but someone grabbed his arms and held them tightly while another dragged the jumpsuit down his legs.
His eyes were getting used to the dark and he could see the boys surrounding him. Akihiko was holding his arms while Miroku had stripped him. Hayato sat beside him and looked at him hungrily. Jin wasn’t there.
“There’s nothing to be afraid of”, Hayato said with a twisted smile. “It’ll only hurt a lot.”
“What…?” Kazuya’s eyes widened when Miroku spread his legs and placed himself between them. “No… please no”, Kazuya whimpered but Miroku didn’t listen and pushed in roughly, making him scream.
Miroku moved in and out of Kazuya whose screams were now muffled by Akihiko’s hand. Hayato was still sitting by Kazuya’s side, lazily pumping his own erection. Soon Miroku climaxed inside of Kazuya and took Akihiko’s position by his head. It was Akihiko’s turn to rape Kazuya who now couldn’t even scream anymore; he just cried while he felt his insides being torn.
He felt even more sperm fill him and, as if through thick mist, he saw Hayato hovering over him. Hayato was pumping his erection faster now and finally he climaxed on Kazuya’s face, covering it with sperm.
The three boys left Kazuya’s sleeping place and ignored the newcomer’s sobs. Kazuya crawled to the toilet where he emptied the contents of his stomach. He heard someone else enter the small booth-like room and he crawled into the corner, shivering in fear.
“Kamenashi-kun”, a soft voice said. “It’s me, Jin.”
Kazuya turned his face to look at Jin with swollen eyes, “Akanishi-san?”
Jin gasped, “What have they done to you?” he wetted a paper towel and cleaned Kazuya’s face and, much to the younger boy’s embarrassment, his thighs and private entrance. “I should’ve known”, Jin muttered darkly. “Since Yabuki came here, he’s done this to all the newcomers in the room… then he gets them to help him with the boy who arrives after them.”
“It’s not your fault”, Kazuya whispered weakly. “You can’t go against the leader, right? I bet that you’re taking a risk by helping me now… and earlier after you beat me up.”
“I wish that I could do more”, Jin said and carefully gathered Kazuya into his arms, carrying the boy to his bed. “You’ll stay with me the rest of the night.”
Kazuya nodded with a weak smile; he felt safe in Jin’s embrace.
***
Kazuya was woken up by a gentle nudge and he groggily opened his eyes, feeling pain go through his whole body.
“Breakfast”, Jin said and indicated a bowl in his hand.
He helped Kazuya into a sitting position before he handed him the bowl. Kazuya ate hungrily and Jin sat beside him, eating breakfast at a slower pace.
“After breakfast, it’s time for our shower”, Jin said. “Nothing can happen there because the guards watch over you but to be on the safe side, don’t drop your soap.”
Kazuya nodded with wide and frightened eyes and it took more effort to get the rest of his breakfast down.
The guards came to pick them up and they had to stand in a straight line outside of their room, saying their numbers.
Kazuya’s bruises and quite obvious limp got a few looks as they were led to the shower room but no one said anything about it. He felt quite uncomfortable being naked in front of so many people and he got many leers from fellow prisoners. Remembering Jin’s words, he had a tight grip on his soap.
After the shower, it was time for exercise out in the courtyard. Kazuya sat on a bench, watching the other prisoners walk around or play sports.
“Hey”, Jin said and sat down next to Kazuya. “How are you feeling now?”
“Like I’ve died and gone to hell”, Kazuya said bitterly and Jin patted him on the head.
“The first weeks are always tough but it gets better.”
“Did you ever get… violated?” Kazuya looked at Jin curiously and the older man shook his head.
“I was in a couple of fights in the beginning but I won so they learnt not to mess with me”, Jin explained.
“Then why didn’t you beat Yabuki when he started terrorising your roommates?”
“I’m good but he’s better”, Jin shrugged. “I’d also lost some of my fighting form by the time he got here… I like to keep in the background.”
“Why did you take care of me then?” Kazuya asked, almost shyly.
“I don’t know”, Jin looked into Kazuya’s eyes. “I guess I just… want to protect you.”
Kazuya’s cheeks reddened and he had to look away from Jin’s intense gaze.
“I’ll try to negotiate with Yabuki”, Jin mumbled. “But it might take awhile so you have to wait. Can you do that for me?”
“Yeah”, Kazuya said with a determined expression on his face.
Jin smiled, “That’s my boy.”
***
That night only Akihiko and Hayato snuck into Kazuya’s sleeping spot but it was more than enough. He kept quiet while the two older boys stripped him out of his nightwear.
“I see that you’ve decided to be obedient”, Hayato said with a leer. “Maybe I’ll go a bit easier on you this time then.”
Kazuya felt a finger push into him and he hissed in pain. Maybe it wouldn’t have hurt as much if he hadn’t been so sore from the night before.
“I’m going to need you to be a good boy, Kame-chan”, Hayato said and started stroking Kazuya’s flaccid cock. “I’m going to need you to open your mouth wide for Aki-chan and if you do anything to hurt him”, the grip on Kazuya’s cock tightened until it was almost painful. “It’s going to be a lot more painful for you, understand?”
Kazuya nodded with tears in his eyes and Hayato flipped him around so that he was on all fours, staring straight at Akihiko’s erection.
“Open wide, sweetie”, Akihiko said and tangled a hand in Kazuya’s hair, pushing his head down.
Kazuya opened his mouth and shut his eyes tightly when he felt Akihiko’s too large cock enter his mouth.
“That’s it, boy”, Hayato said while Akihiko made Kazuya move his head up and down the erection. “You’re doing just fine.”
Hayato pushed three fingers into Kazuya who whined around Akihiko’s cock, making the older boy moan from the vibrations it created. The worst part wasn’t that they were forcing him to do this; it was that Kazuya was actually aroused. Hayato’s fingers hit some spot inside of him that made him feel intense pleasure and he pushed against the fingers involuntarily while moaning around Akihiko’s cock.
“I’m going to come soon”, Akihiko gasped and Hayato tugged at Kazuya’s hair, making him release Akihiko’s erection.
“Don’t you want to be inside him when you come?” Hayato asked Akihiko who nodded and crawled to kneel at Hayato’s previous place behind Kazuya.
Since Hayato had prepared him and Akihiko’s member was covered with his saliva, it wasn’t as painful for Kazuya when the older boy pushed inside of him. Of course he was still sore from the previous night but he was too turned on to care. Without an erection in his mouth, he moaned freely and Hayato smirked and caressed his cheek and hair.
“You’re a very good boy”, Hayato said sweetly.
He made Kazuya get up on his knees and lean backwards against Akihiko which led to an even deeper penetration and more stimulation of his pleasure spot. Kazuya moaned loudly and Hayato embraced him from the front, pressing their erections against each other. The youngest boy was now sandwiched between the two others who touched him in all the right places, making him shiver.
Finally, Akihiko came inside of him and both he and Hayato were now stroking Kazuya’s erection and soon he came with a loud groan and Hayato followed shortly. They collapsed in a pile on Kazuya’s futon, breathing heavily.
“We better go, Aki-chan”, Hayato said after awhile and they left Kazuya who was in a daze after his orgasm.
He was too tired to get into his nightwear and too shaky to clean himself up so he just lied there, staring at the ceiling until he fell asleep.
When Kazuya woke up, he was cleaned and wearing his jumpsuit which he found weird because wouldn’t he have woken up when someone put the clothes on him? He found a small breakfast tray beside him and decided that he might as well eat. Kazuya was just about done eating when Jin peeked through the drapes.
“Good, you’re almost done”, he said. “It’s shower time soon.”
Kazuya smiled and nodded. Maybe he would be able to survive his time in the detention centre after all and Jin had said that he was going to try to get Kazuya out of Hayato’s claws.
***
Kazuya got used to a routine pretty quickly after about a week in room number six. Every day was practically the same but nights were a little different. The number of members in the orgy would differ and sometimes it was one on one instead of an orgy. Kazuya had learnt that Miroku liked having something in his mouth.
One day Jin came to Kazuya with a bigger smile than normal.
“Yabuki has agreed to let me have you”, he said.
“Have me?” Kazuya blinked.
“Well, I had to tell him that I wanted you as my toy so… you’ll have to sleep on the same futon as me”, Jin smiled sheepishly.
“Oh, that’s fine”, Kazuya said and blushed; one might think that he wouldn’t be shy after what he’d been through, but Jin was different.
“You won’t be touched from now on.”
Kazuya coughed and nodded, wondering why he wasn’t as happy about that as he should be.
***
The first night with Jin was pretty awkward. Jin was trying to stay as far away from Kazuya as the futon would allow and Kazuya wondered why Jin didn’t embrace him like during his first night in the room. He looked at Jin’s back which looked very tense. Carefully, Kazuya reached out and placed a hand on Jin’s shoulder which tensed even more.
“What’s the matter?” Kazuya asked softly.
“I don’t think that we should have any body contact”, Jin said stiffly and wouldn’t look at Kazuya.
“Why not?” Kazuya frowned.
“After what you’ve been through…”
“Jin, I’m fine.”
Jin turned around, “How can you be fine after being violated every night?”
Kazuya blushed, “It wasn’t that bad… after the first night they’ve been pretty good to me”, he confessed and lowered his gaze.
“That’s good”, Jin said. “Well, it’s not good that they made you but… did they make you feel good?”
“Yes”, Kazuya whispered, embarrassed.
“It’s nothing to be ashamed of; it’s natural if your body reacts.”
Jin caressed Kazuya’s hair hesitantly and moved a bit closer to the younger boy. Kazuya smiled and snuggled into Jin’s arms. They fell into a peaceful sleep.
The coming weeks, Kazuya spent almost every minute of the day with Jin and he felt that they really had a connection. They had a lot in common and they could talk about almost everything. One subject they avoided, however, was how they ended up there. It was like an unwritten rule.
Surprisingly, Kazuya also got along with the three others in the room. He especially enjoyed talking to Miroku who was the closest to his own age. During the evenings, they had nothing other to do than sitting around, playing cards or just talking.
At times, Hayato would beckon his two followers and they’d go and have a loud orgy on one of the futons which always made Kazuya uncomfortable; partly because the sounds made him aroused.
It was one of those evenings when Hayato, Akihiko and Miroku tried to break their own record for how many hours they could have sex. Jin sat on his futon, reading a book while Kazuya sat a bit away from him, trying to block out the sounds. He was failing miserably at it and he became more and more aroused. His cheeks were flushed and he was feeling too warm.
Kazuya glanced at Jin who seemed to be completely unbothered by the sounds. Jin looked extremely attractive in his reading glasses and with the top buttons of his jumpsuit undone, revealing his chest. His hair was carelessly messy and he tended to touch his lips a lot when he was concentrating.
Suddenly feeling brave Kazuya crawled towards the older man and knelt right in front of him. Jin lowered the book he was reading and looked at Kazuya over the rim of his glasses. Kazuya licked his lips; Jin couldn’t possibly look any hotter.
“Did you want something?” Jin asked with an amused smile when Kazuya had stared at him for a couple of minutes without saying anything.
The younger boy bended forward and placed his lips clumsily on Jin’s. It was the first time Kazuya had ever kissed someone which felt weird considering all of the other things he’d done. Jin didn’t move an inch and finally Kazuya backed away, blushing.
“I’m sorry”, he said quickly. “You’re probably not even gay and I’m like a little brother to you or something or maybe even like a pet. I’m so sor…”
Kazuya’s rambling was cut off when Jin embraced him and kissed him softly. The younger boy wrapped his arms around Jin and melted against him, letting himself be guided in the kiss by the older man. When the kiss ended, Kazuya felt as if he’d been turned into mush. He looked at Jin through half-lidded eyes and the older man smiled.
“Anything else you wanted?” Jin asked teasingly.
“It doesn’t matter”, Kazuya said weakly; he hadn’t known that a kiss could feel so good.
“We should probably get some sleep then”, Jin said and lied down with Kazuya in his arms. “You have cleaning duty tomorrow so you’ll need your strength.”
“Okay”, Kazuya was too dazed to protest.
Soon he drifted off to sleep in the safety of Jin’s arms.
***
Cleaning duty meant scrubbing the corridor floors, washing jumpsuits and cleaning the kitchen. Kazuya was placed in the kitchen where his job was to make every casserole and frying pan so clean that they practically sparkled.
He was a hard worker and he finished much quicker than the other prisoners which meant that he got to go back to his room a lot faster than expected. The guard let him into the room and his ears perked when he heard Jin talking to the others in the cover of drapes.
“He’s so cute”, Jin said.
“How long are you going to play with him?” Hayato asked.
“We’ve missed your company during the nights”, Miroku whined.
“I want him to make the first move”, Jin chuckled. “He kissed me last night so it won’t be long now. My plan seems to be a big success. Thanks for corrupting him for me, Haya-chan.”
“I’m only doing what you did to me”, Hayato replied stonily. “I’ve done everything you’ve told me to so will you leave me alone after this?”
“You still haven’t fucked him yourself, have you?”
“No and I don’t intend to either.”
After hearing all this, Kazuya’s eyes were impossibly wide and his mouth was hanging open. Jin had ordered the others to rape him? It had all been a game for Jin? Kazuya realised that he couldn’t let Jin know that he’d heard, so he made some noises by the door.
“I’m back”, he called out overly cheery and the others came to greet him.
“That was fast”, Akihiko remarked.
“I’m good at cleaning”, Kazuya’s smile felt fake to himself but none of the others seemed to notice.
He’d decided that Hayato was the nicest person in the room and he had to talk to him alone somehow. It would be difficult since he was expected to be almost as glued to Jin’s side and there wasn’t much privacy in the room. Jin smiled at him and put an arm around his shoulders and he tried to act unbothered.
“I have a headache so I’ll lie down and rest”, Kazuya crept out of Jin’s grip and headed towards their futon.
Kazuya just hoped that it would be one of those nights that Hayato wasn’t included in the sex adventures and that his plan was going to work.
***
When Kazuya was sure of the fact that Jin was asleep, he snuck out of the older man’s embrace and headed towards Hayato’s futon. Sounds were coming from Akihiko’s sleeping spot and Kazuya could only hope that Hayato wasn’t there. He almost couldn’t believe his luck when he peeked inside of the drapes and saw Hayato’s dark hair against the pillow.
“Yabuki-san?” he whispered nervously and Hayato turned around to face his direction.
“Kame?” Hayato said and frowned. “What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be in Jin’s arms?”
Kazuya stepped inside of the drapes and knelt down.
“I heard you talking earlier today”, he said and looked into Hayato’s dark eyes. “The rape was ordered by Jin.”
Hayato sat up and dragged a hand through his hair.
“So? Why have you come to me?”
“I… thought that you could help me… to switch rooms or something”, Kazuya fidgeted.
“Why would I have that kind of power?” Hayato raised an eyebrow.
“I don’t know… I just thought…”
“Jin is a very dangerous man”, Hayato interrupted Kazuya. “I’d risk a lot by going against him. You should just stay with him… be glad that he’s good in bed.”
Kazuya blushed and looked away and Hayato ruffled his hair, smiling apologetically. The younger boy bit his lip and looked back at Hayato.
“Does Jin even have power over the guards?” Kazuya asked in a miserable voice.
“No one goes up against him. I don’t know why but he has some kind of aura, you know? My advice is to be happy about the fact that he doesn’t have any too weird kinks… except for that thing he’s got with rape but he won’t do that to you. You’re the first one he hasn’t raped personally so I think that means that he likes you.”
Kazuya nodded thoughtfully, he guessed that it wouldn’t be too bad staying with Jin the rest of his time in the detention centre. Jin seemed pretty nice and normal when Kazuya talked to him.
“Thanks anyway”, Kazuya said with a small smile and pecked Hayato on the cheek. “You’ve made me feel better.”
He stood up and snuck back to Jin’s futon.
“Where did you go?” Jin asked sleepily when Kazuya snuggled back under the covers.
“Sorry if I woke you up”, Kazuya murmured. “I had to go to the bathroom.”
Jin embraced him tightly and buried his nose in his hair.
“I missed your warmth”, Jin sounded like a whiny little kid and Kazuya had to smile.
Even though Jin was a rapist and a bad person, he still had human feelings. Kazuya didn’t approve of rape one bit and he thought that no one should have to go through it, but a rapist was obviously sick somehow. Maybe they’d gone through something traumatising or maybe they were just born with a perversion that they couldn’t help.
Rape shouldn’t be justified in any way but you should also give the rapists help so that they would never do it again. Kazuya made it his mission to help Jin become the good person that he could be. The young boy smirked, he had a few years to kill after all and the detention centre had gotten boring fast.
“I’ll save you”, Kazuya whispered to the sleeping Jin. “I’ll make sure that you’ll never violate anyone again… I’ll do whatever it takes.”
Kazuya closed his eyes and smiled peacefully; he was sure that Jin would be good.
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A/N: Thanks to
death_note13 for beta-ing~ ♥♥
This is so different from the HayaRyu drabble I posted yesterday. XD I hope I didn't disturb you too much... *nervous smile*