Yeah..
I dont know wether or not today was a good day or bad day. I mean it was my birthday... usually weird/stupid things happen. And well they did, I thought I wasnt able to talk to my love anymore. But I sort of still am.
Now I kind of feel like she was acting a little different tonight. I dont know why.... I just kind of felt it. The sucky part is there isnt anything I can do about it. My mind if full of mixed emotions and I really don't know what to think. I really feel like I need to get myself together. Its been a long long, crappy week. Only two more days of this week and then begins anew. Wish me luck everyone!
I still pray everynight... I kind of feel like I am praying to a brick wall... I hope God hears my prayers... maybe i am not spoken more about it... or I need to pray more... I dont know... Something needs to be done...
Now I kind of feel like she was acting a little different tonight. I dont know why.... I just kind of felt it. The sucky part is there isnt anything I can do about it. My mind if full of mixed emotions and I really don't know what to think. I really feel like I need to get myself together. Its been a long long, crappy week. Only two more days of this week and then begins anew. Wish me luck everyone!
I still pray everynight... I kind of feel like I am praying to a brick wall... I hope God hears my prayers... maybe i am not spoken more about it... or I need to pray more... I dont know... Something needs to be done...