Oh, Hi Livejournal, haven't seen you in awhile....
Wow, I miss LJ!
It was a crazy summer. Dating Ray was crazy, fun and kind of awful too. Towards the end I turned into a person that I no longer recognized and dabbled in things that never interested me before. And sadly, now that the door was opened, I don't believe it can ever be fully shut again. I'm back on a straight path now, but I feel like dipping myself back into it, no matter how unhealthy.
It's not the relationship I miss - he wasn't romantic or even a good boyfriend. But he WAS a fun friend and we had excellent chemistry. I don't know how to get that back, or even if it's possible. Ugh, I need therapy! lol
Patrick dying was very tragic. It was a huge shock and a slap in the face that said you can lose anyone INSTANTLY. so treat people well. Love them always.
School seems like it may kick my butt this semester -- and I thought I was taking easy courses. HA!
The devil's water it ain't so sweet
you don't have to drink right now
but you can dip your feet
every once and a little while
It was a crazy summer. Dating Ray was crazy, fun and kind of awful too. Towards the end I turned into a person that I no longer recognized and dabbled in things that never interested me before. And sadly, now that the door was opened, I don't believe it can ever be fully shut again. I'm back on a straight path now, but I feel like dipping myself back into it, no matter how unhealthy.
It's not the relationship I miss - he wasn't romantic or even a good boyfriend. But he WAS a fun friend and we had excellent chemistry. I don't know how to get that back, or even if it's possible. Ugh, I need therapy! lol
Patrick dying was very tragic. It was a huge shock and a slap in the face that said you can lose anyone INSTANTLY. so treat people well. Love them always.
School seems like it may kick my butt this semester -- and I thought I was taking easy courses. HA!
The devil's water it ain't so sweet
you don't have to drink right now
but you can dip your feet
every once and a little while