i dont give a damn about you.

Feb 12, 2004 22:19

im back here again.my happy mood is like totally.gone.don't know why.sighhh.don't know if this is called pmsing.anyway.feeling very very downcast.there's amath tmr.i mean.come on.tmr would be like fun and stuff.but why?well..i don't know.i feel so heartless.emotionless.and mean right now.i don't care.cause i don't have any feelings at all.mybe i'm changing.maybe i'm like changing to some hard hearted bitch with no feelings.
i don't care how much i mean to you.cause you really mean nothing to me.yes.absolutely NOTHING.yes.i admit i used to like you.before.get it?BEFORE.i said the word,before.and before=like..ages and ages ago.you should know by now,the difference between a crush,infuation,love and those kind of thing.i used to like you before.i don't care whether you like me.love me or hate me.i don't care how you feel.you can go and cry your eyes out,go down on your knees and beg me or whatever.I WILL NOT CARE.dont ask me why am i acting this way.im a bitch.i have no feelings.anyway.i have been neglected,uncared for,and dumped so many times.don't see why i should care.if others don't care.i don't see why i should care.about you.
i dont think i should care.even.cause i used to care about someone that really like me.well.i don't know if its for real or not.but i guess so.and in the end.i ended up getting so hurt and heartbroken.i don't want history to repeat itself again.sigh.
still.i shall wash my hands off you.just..just leave me alone.i want to be alone.now.
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