KROGERS....
man things have changed...
last night i went to krogers at like 1 in the morning and when i went to check out the cashier asked me where my roomate was me, thinking about rich said he was right next to me even though i didnt know why i waS being asked such a question and they were like..no...the girl... and i was like....Suzi? and she was like yeah...it just amazed me that someone remembered me and her going in to kroger late at night on the way home.. it made me miss living with the suzi instead of the smelly nasty boys that i do in fact live with now...even though i love living with the kurt and the rich the conversation is mostly good and they amuse me when i am home... but there was something cool about living with a real girl and actually bonding with one... i dont know times change you.
i miss the old days where waking up was worth it.
i love my job.
i feel perminantly severed from meghann, i got one good conversation in with her and asked her if she wanted to hang out saturday but she never called... i think kurt is hiding her calling from me... i hope not.. i think he is worried that maghann jayne and josh are calling...he thinks i get depressed when i talk to them... i dont know. he worries me sometimes i took two pregnancy tests and thought about jumping off a bridge it would be fun...lots of air... lots of water...then nothing. but theres something about nothing that isnt so appealing...oh well... heres to another fucking year..
last night i went to krogers at like 1 in the morning and when i went to check out the cashier asked me where my roomate was me, thinking about rich said he was right next to me even though i didnt know why i waS being asked such a question and they were like..no...the girl... and i was like....Suzi? and she was like yeah...it just amazed me that someone remembered me and her going in to kroger late at night on the way home.. it made me miss living with the suzi instead of the smelly nasty boys that i do in fact live with now...even though i love living with the kurt and the rich the conversation is mostly good and they amuse me when i am home... but there was something cool about living with a real girl and actually bonding with one... i dont know times change you.
i miss the old days where waking up was worth it.
i love my job.
i feel perminantly severed from meghann, i got one good conversation in with her and asked her if she wanted to hang out saturday but she never called... i think kurt is hiding her calling from me... i hope not.. i think he is worried that maghann jayne and josh are calling...he thinks i get depressed when i talk to them... i dont know. he worries me sometimes i took two pregnancy tests and thought about jumping off a bridge it would be fun...lots of air... lots of water...then nothing. but theres something about nothing that isnt so appealing...oh well... heres to another fucking year..