Jul 27, 2010 03:54
is there
the friend you thought would be your lover
it's either or the other
I fall in love with everyone I meet.
self seek.
I'm a bit confused. If I recognize myself in another, is that self seeking? But I'm stillll I'm stilll an animal. self centered as fuck, that's what alcohol does to me in this reflective state i find myself in tonight. this morning. terrified of the end of things. because the planets are going to line up, and Jesus said he'd come back, and who knows if Hitler really died. I saw this video about him being in Antarctica. There's fucking dark matter all over everywhere. And I'm still an animal. Being fooled? or comforted by this overflow of recognition, or I want to say love, but its not conditional or subjective. Is this happening to everyone? Is this the Holy Spirit talked about in the bible? I see light escaping the tops of people's heads, I imagine the whole world spooning. My keyboard is an expression of nature. We're fucking flowers. And I don't know who to thank.