I GOT MY GUN BACK
im back from the beach...it was fun
but now i feel so empty and upset
i didnt do anything that would usualy make me feel this way but i do
i feel hurt but for a stupid reason
maybe hurts not right maybe guilty
i dont know whats going on i mean its so stupid that i feel like this
after all the things that she put me through emotionaly
when i do what i did tonight with someone else(that sounds bad,its not)
it just doesnt feel right
i need to talk with her or maybe i need to reach over to my gun and shoot myself
but now i feel so empty and upset
i didnt do anything that would usualy make me feel this way but i do
i feel hurt but for a stupid reason
maybe hurts not right maybe guilty
i dont know whats going on i mean its so stupid that i feel like this
after all the things that she put me through emotionaly
when i do what i did tonight with someone else(that sounds bad,its not)
it just doesnt feel right
i need to talk with her or maybe i need to reach over to my gun and shoot myself