perfect timing
4 things happened today but they werent all bad
1) i had a midget all over me trying to do something so i just continued to talk to drew
2) i got my 2nd tardy and the teacher totaly flipped on me (i think shes bipolar)she was literally screaming at me and i didnt respond to that too well i dont think
3)the only good part of the day; i found an old friend from last years summer school. i looked at her and didnt recognize her at first and then she said my name and i figured it out. this chick let me cheat off of her and after i did that i went to sleep. and today she told me that last summer she had a crush on me....wierd but ok at the same time cuz it was last year.
4)ok this is the worst part of my whole day so this one might be long. i hadnt talked to this person in a long time and the last time i did she wasnt in quite the situation to be hanging out if u get my drift. i was walking to the front of the school and when i got outside i heard her laugh and immediatly turned around toward the voice and saw her. she looked at me and stopped laughing and just stared at me for awhile like i was dead. i did the same,just looked at her and tried to crack a smile but i couldnt. it was great to see her happy for once in awhile(until she saw me of course) but at the same time i really didnt want to see her....for my sake. she stopped and waved to me and i saw tears develope in her eyes. she just started crying right there in front of everyone and then she turned away and walked off i walked off too. as i walked away i even started to tear up a little....yeah thats how bad it was. people tried to talk to me and i just leaned against the bricks and waited for my ride. i was in no position to talk. i missed her alot....just seeing her and talking to her. oh yeah....it was kelly.
this is just adding on to all of the crap ive been upset about
i just dont know who to thank for all this shit
but for now ill thank myself
.................................................................................
It's nice to meet
someone with a future as fucked up as mine.
So, I'm unpredictable,
Is this some fucking sign of the times?
I take pride
in what I do, and I do it well.
Call me easy-going
but at least I have a fininshed story to tell.
Cause' tomorrow I just might be
another face on T.V.
being arrested for telephone fraud
or beating someone to death with my guitar!
But I know I will go far, I know I will go...
far enough to tell you that I love you
But I know I'm stupid
just because I run right back to you
I got your letters yesterday
but I do have a thing to say,
so I'll nail em' to my wall
and just pretend they'll go away!
I don't wanna love you,
but it's something that I love to do.
So I'll say this one last thing and then I'm...
gone away for good...
Was I misunderstood?
I guess that it's too late to save you now!
-As we speak
The Ataris
1) i had a midget all over me trying to do something so i just continued to talk to drew
2) i got my 2nd tardy and the teacher totaly flipped on me (i think shes bipolar)she was literally screaming at me and i didnt respond to that too well i dont think
3)the only good part of the day; i found an old friend from last years summer school. i looked at her and didnt recognize her at first and then she said my name and i figured it out. this chick let me cheat off of her and after i did that i went to sleep. and today she told me that last summer she had a crush on me....wierd but ok at the same time cuz it was last year.
4)ok this is the worst part of my whole day so this one might be long. i hadnt talked to this person in a long time and the last time i did she wasnt in quite the situation to be hanging out if u get my drift. i was walking to the front of the school and when i got outside i heard her laugh and immediatly turned around toward the voice and saw her. she looked at me and stopped laughing and just stared at me for awhile like i was dead. i did the same,just looked at her and tried to crack a smile but i couldnt. it was great to see her happy for once in awhile(until she saw me of course) but at the same time i really didnt want to see her....for my sake. she stopped and waved to me and i saw tears develope in her eyes. she just started crying right there in front of everyone and then she turned away and walked off i walked off too. as i walked away i even started to tear up a little....yeah thats how bad it was. people tried to talk to me and i just leaned against the bricks and waited for my ride. i was in no position to talk. i missed her alot....just seeing her and talking to her. oh yeah....it was kelly.
this is just adding on to all of the crap ive been upset about
i just dont know who to thank for all this shit
but for now ill thank myself
.................................................................................
It's nice to meet
someone with a future as fucked up as mine.
So, I'm unpredictable,
Is this some fucking sign of the times?
I take pride
in what I do, and I do it well.
Call me easy-going
but at least I have a fininshed story to tell.
Cause' tomorrow I just might be
another face on T.V.
being arrested for telephone fraud
or beating someone to death with my guitar!
But I know I will go far, I know I will go...
far enough to tell you that I love you
But I know I'm stupid
just because I run right back to you
I got your letters yesterday
but I do have a thing to say,
so I'll nail em' to my wall
and just pretend they'll go away!
I don't wanna love you,
but it's something that I love to do.
So I'll say this one last thing and then I'm...
gone away for good...
Was I misunderstood?
I guess that it's too late to save you now!
-As we speak
The Ataris