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god i really fucking miss ames.
i woke up around noon today, very sleepy.
i normally would have slept much later.
i half-expected my father to actually call.
he was supposed to come visit me today.
i waited from noon until six before i called.
apparently hes been caught up at work.
but he didnt call. he didnt fucking call.
even to say "sorry i cant make it tonight."
my mother actually called the other night.
after over a week of not speaking with her.
as always, it lasted all of fifteen minutes.
she always knew how to make me feel guilty.
i think ill actually attend class tomorrow.
i woke up around noon today, very sleepy.
i normally would have slept much later.
i half-expected my father to actually call.
he was supposed to come visit me today.
i waited from noon until six before i called.
apparently hes been caught up at work.
but he didnt call. he didnt fucking call.
even to say "sorry i cant make it tonight."
my mother actually called the other night.
after over a week of not speaking with her.
as always, it lasted all of fifteen minutes.
she always knew how to make me feel guilty.
i think ill actually attend class tomorrow.