a look at life...

[crimsonreasons]

So I got to thinking today...i really think I fucked up. I quit school, I wasnt learning anything I don't already know and they were way behind what high school should learn. That's why I quit...and a lot of people made fun of me too...I know...Im a pussy. I just feel like now that I've quit school I'll never be anything..ya know? I sighned a paper that said I can never attend school in FL again...I don't goto night school like I should...Im lazy...I don't know what to do...I think Im going to get a job when I go back home...I really miss my mommy :( I need to think things out...clearly this time...i feel like this could be the one thing...that I'll regret most in life. Im sad...and I did this to myself. It is what I wanted to do...really and truly...but lately everyone is on my case about things...and that really hurts.

any advice?

~*Madison*~
XOXOX