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[crimsonreasons]

I love you more than anyone on the face of the earth and I would never want to hurt you...I told you once I'd never be like those other girls and I meant it...please understand...please?...somehow can you talk to me?...Im begging you...I'll stay home all weekend and wait...maybe you won't call at all...but incase you do I'll be waiting

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[crimsonreasons]

My friend anthony...is a juggalo i met about hmm...a year ago...we talked about alot of personal shit...he helped me out in ALOT of ways...and as far as i see...i should be able to love a friend...it's not as if im saying "hey anthony i want to be with you forever because i love you"...i only say that to one person...and that's Patrick...and i don't lie about anything...Anthony saying "luv ya" is like me saying MCL...but if it really pisses him off that much then i'll never talk to him again...i'd rather lose Anthony as a friend then lose the love of my life over some bullshit drama ...no one even understands...i actually have other friends ya know...but i don't love ANYONE like i love Patrick...i can't change the fact i have a friend who loves me...but like i said im going to stop talking to him...i hope you both know i never ment to make anyone feel hurt or unloved...he IS just a friend...besides...like i tell everyone who tries to hit on me...im taken and there's nothing anyone can do to change my mind...this is stupid...im sorry and i dont know what i can do to prove that...not one person on this earth matters as much as Patrick...gah...sometimes i hate myself...i don't know what to do...

...im sorry

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[xins0mniacdream]

Which is pretty much what I thought. I know you better than that, & that's what I told him, as well.
Umm ... I really don't think Patrick wants you to stop talking to this kid. He knows how you value yer friends & he'd never ask that of you. At least, I don't think.
Still want me to call?