fuck. fucking fuck fuck...
the weekends used to be the shit. now they are just shit. i longed for a time to get away from my parents and just laugh it up with friends.
Im always with my friends now, and that is awesome, but what happens when theres no escape? my normal life isnt so horrible that i necessarily need to get away from anything, its just nice to have a feeling of security that just around the corner is comfort.
What the fuck do you do when someone you care for is giving up on themselves? they sure as shit dont want my help, all i do is lecture. its hard to talk to someone when you feel like they dont want to but are saying they do. i almost yelled today, i dont fucking yell at people unless im really drunk and think whatever i have to say is hilarious. im definitely not giving up on this person, but im fucking stuck as to what i am going to do.
The people who i used to talk to online arent around anymore.
it was cold and rainy this morning, making me smile when i walked out the door. i love it when its like that cuz its soo different.
the summer is going to be some kind of boring...
Why dont i like videogames anymore? i used to play them for fun, now i play when i have freetime, as something to do.
hopefully the party tonight helps me forget that this is how i feel.
heres to hoping
Im always with my friends now, and that is awesome, but what happens when theres no escape? my normal life isnt so horrible that i necessarily need to get away from anything, its just nice to have a feeling of security that just around the corner is comfort.
What the fuck do you do when someone you care for is giving up on themselves? they sure as shit dont want my help, all i do is lecture. its hard to talk to someone when you feel like they dont want to but are saying they do. i almost yelled today, i dont fucking yell at people unless im really drunk and think whatever i have to say is hilarious. im definitely not giving up on this person, but im fucking stuck as to what i am going to do.
The people who i used to talk to online arent around anymore.
it was cold and rainy this morning, making me smile when i walked out the door. i love it when its like that cuz its soo different.
the summer is going to be some kind of boring...
Why dont i like videogames anymore? i used to play them for fun, now i play when i have freetime, as something to do.
hopefully the party tonight helps me forget that this is how i feel.
heres to hoping