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so things are pretty much excellent right now. i am where i want to be with most of the people who ive considered. the potential house we are going to get is amazing, its huge and its suited to bachelors. ie has a bar. everyones invited over at least once. ive got a simple summer ahead with no big plans other than a short vacation to new york where for the first time ill be by myself hanging with family. my computer has become a bigger part of my life than i would like it to be. im getting back into DS games. anyone played or heard anything worth telling about magical starsign, children of mana, and/or spectrobes? id like all input. god of war 2 is really fantastic. very epic. i dont plan on drinking this weekend which will be a first in idk 5 weeks. There might be a party on friday, and we might be going to a strip club for "fun and to point out the good ones" idk how i feel about strip clubs but ill go for fun of hanging out and at least to do it once. im at the 3/4 mark in school where i think i know my grades and its making me feel like classes dont matter. the teachers are giving me huge breaks becuase i participate in class and have what appear to be educated responses. i dont like it when people give special treatment...
but all in all i cant complain, mad science will start up soon, randolph will too. school will be ending and yet
i cant sleep. ever. my mind races all the time. ive tried reading, talking, but no drugs yet. i cant get comfortable. its like every day is the day before some big thing you are all excited for, only its not actually. Im just that kind of restless. When you have people to talk to constantly, the times where you dont seem to be filled with echos. if thats too heady for you, i keep playing back conversations from the day and i cant turn it off. in the words of stone temple pilots "i think i think i think too much." it makes sense just read it carefully.
but all in all i cant complain, mad science will start up soon, randolph will too. school will be ending and yet
i cant sleep. ever. my mind races all the time. ive tried reading, talking, but no drugs yet. i cant get comfortable. its like every day is the day before some big thing you are all excited for, only its not actually. Im just that kind of restless. When you have people to talk to constantly, the times where you dont seem to be filled with echos. if thats too heady for you, i keep playing back conversations from the day and i cant turn it off. in the words of stone temple pilots "i think i think i think too much." it makes sense just read it carefully.