God I want a ciggarette

Nov 09, 2009 08:15

Don't get me wrong I think it's a gross habit and if I ever did my allergies and asthma would kill me. But there are days when I'm listless and stressed and I want nothing more than to suck down that smoke and nicotine.

This is how insane my family makes me. If I lit up I'd probably have such an awful asthma attack I'd have to go straight to the ER, but god I want one desperately. I seriously dug around my bro and SIL's house for like twenty minutes looking for one before I gave up and decided that they took them when they left.

stress, family

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