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I planted new flowers in the front garden today and I noticed once again that dirty hands make me happy. But not any dirt, just earth. I dunno why, just looking at the sticky black earth and the dirt underneath my fingernails make me happy XD So weird.
Some relative of mine died last week (I thiiiink he was my greatuncle, but I really have no idea. We are a big family, but aren't particular close) and I'm travilling to Hamburg with my grandpa, who lives right next to us, on Wednesday. I'll only be gone until Thursday night, though. Not that it would noticable... So lazy lately...
Though the thought of travelling alone with my grandpa and being in Hamburg "alone" with relatives that I'm not close enough to feel completely safe, does make me uncomfortable. Admittedly, it does take long until I feel comfortable around people. Especially persons who fall in the weird Second Category of People, who make me the most nervous and anxious. Hng. But I'll try to be strong.
On much happier news, I do love to write the conflict I see between Fado and Ephraim.
On another small note; I fucking love my default icon. It manages to portrait how I feel most of the time so well.
Some relative of mine died last week (I thiiiink he was my greatuncle, but I really have no idea. We are a big family, but aren't particular close) and I'm travilling to Hamburg with my grandpa, who lives right next to us, on Wednesday. I'll only be gone until Thursday night, though. Not that it would noticable... So lazy lately...
Though the thought of travelling alone with my grandpa and being in Hamburg "alone" with relatives that I'm not close enough to feel completely safe, does make me uncomfortable. Admittedly, it does take long until I feel comfortable around people. Especially persons who fall in the weird Second Category of People, who make me the most nervous and anxious. Hng. But I'll try to be strong.
On much happier news, I do love to write the conflict I see between Fado and Ephraim.
On another small note; I fucking love my default icon. It manages to portrait how I feel most of the time so well.