Comments | crimsonkure: “Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself”

crimsonkure

“Real loss only occurs when you lose something that you love more than yourself”

Apr 10, 2009 07:20

I...lost?

I don't know how this happened.

He doesn't want to go with her. I promised he wouldn't have to.

My lawyer said we had a strong case, that without DNA evidence... I mean, I had so many people on my side. Luke even told the courts he wanted to stay with me. I just...I can't believe this.

Luke, I'm so sorry...

nothing left to live for, don't want to give up the kid, lost

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luke7lawliet April 10 2009, 14:52:07 UTC

I didn't want to believe it... but hearing you say it makes it real.

What happens now...?

crimsonkure April 10 2009, 17:57:32 UTC

I don't want to believe it either. I want this all to be a bad dream.

I'll get to work on an appeal, and do everything I can to get the judge to see they made a mistake.

luke7lawliet April 10 2009, 19:26:49 UTC

I have tried to wake up, but it has not happened. I can only conclude that it is true and that realization has shaken me to the core.

If there is nothing that can be done, I will keep trying to understand why this is happening and why I have to leave.

crimsonkure April 10 2009, 20:54:50 UTC

Same here. I honestly can't understand how this has happened, and I am so sorry that it did. I will fix this, I will make things right.

You shouldn't have to leave, but officers of the court are going to make you. You're old enough and smart enough to decide things for yourself, I don't get why nobody listened.

luke7lawliet April 10 2009, 21:06:18 UTC

You do not need to apologize.

Nobody listened because sometimes it is easier and more convenient not to try. I am... disappointed in humanity.

crimsonkure April 11 2009, 01:47:12 UTC

I feel as though I do.

I am as well, but I know a few people I still have faith in.

Filtered From Sophie Lawliet luke7lawliet April 11 2009, 01:49:33 UTC

They are all far from where I am.

She is watching me. We have to be more careful.

Filtered From Sophie Lawliet crimsonkure April 11 2009, 01:54:29 UTC

I know, but Anko, Riza, and I can find out what happened.

She can't stop you, you're a computer genius. We'll be careful, I promise.

Re: Filtered From Sophie Lawliet luke7lawliet April 11 2009, 01:56:29 UTC

It was something, wasn't it? I'm still in shock... I calculated the odds of Sophie actually winning to be four percent.

I hope not. She has a large house and the door to my room only locks from the outside.

Filtered From Sophie Lawliet crimsonkure April 11 2009, 02:23:50 UTC

It was like a circus. I still cannot believe it.

That's not right. You should be able to lock your own door.

Re: Filtered From Sophie Lawliet luke7lawliet April 11 2009, 02:42:44 UTC

At least there are not cameras that I have found. I will have to break the mirror to be completely certain.

Filtered From Sophie Lawliet crimsonkure April 11 2009, 03:37:33 UTC

I know how much you hate mirrors. Be careful.

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