“There's only one thing people like that is good for them; a good night's sleep” - Edgar Watson Howe
I'm having trouble sleeping, so many things weighing on my mind. It's frustrating, but at the same time it's ridiculously weird. I've been analyzing things again, and it almost pains me to realize that I really need to speak with the few people I consider trustworthy other than Havoc about these things. He and I spoke, and while it was definitely a great conversation I just have some things I need to work out before I make an ass of myself.
...should I be worried that my boyfriend referred to his job as his mistress? I can't remember if I've ever inadvertently sexualized my job or his, but it concerns me to think that he feels I conceive of the time he spends at work in the same manner one would visualize a man cheating on a spouse. I mean, we're not married, but if he's getting it on with his job then I think I want a figurative mistress too.
I just re-read what I wrote, and I think I should really put down the bottle of wine. I don't even like wine, but this stuff is really good. The bottle appears to be empty, I didn't think I drank that much. I need to clean, we need to leave tomorrow. It's not far, but still. I can't believe that I convinced myself to stay up packing so we'd be able to make good time...
Mustang, I'll call you when we get in tomorrow regarding your next session. Do you mind if we do something different this time, I'm not feeling the office thing lately.
...I'm going to go lay down, the house is clean and I feel ridiculous. Ryuzaki, remind me to start looking into getting us a new, bigger place as soon as possible.
...should I be worried that my boyfriend referred to his job as his mistress? I can't remember if I've ever inadvertently sexualized my job or his, but it concerns me to think that he feels I conceive of the time he spends at work in the same manner one would visualize a man cheating on a spouse. I mean, we're not married, but if he's getting it on with his job then I think I want a figurative mistress too.
I just re-read what I wrote, and I think I should really put down the bottle of wine. I don't even like wine, but this stuff is really good. The bottle appears to be empty, I didn't think I drank that much. I need to clean, we need to leave tomorrow. It's not far, but still. I can't believe that I convinced myself to stay up packing so we'd be able to make good time...
Mustang, I'll call you when we get in tomorrow regarding your next session. Do you mind if we do something different this time, I'm not feeling the office thing lately.
...I'm going to go lay down, the house is clean and I feel ridiculous. Ryuzaki, remind me to start looking into getting us a new, bigger place as soon as possible.