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[crimsonjewel]

So... i am an idiot. i lied to dommie about... a lot. i fucked some guy in august. i lied to him about it. i lied about a lot of things. i am so ashamed of myself. i really hate what i did to him. i promised him i wouldn't hurt him, and i did. he hasn't been happy. he's been far from happy. but...in a way... we kinda relized it was more of a blessing in disguise. we have been more open, talking more. our relationship was going downhill anyways. it would have been a few more weeks, and we would have been in the same place we are now. we are working alot of things out.

i will type more later. i need to do some french stuff, then i have to finish a packet thing for econ. i didn't qualify for an interview at payless. i thought i would. i thought it was a given. i need to call walmart after school.