4 months and a dying rat

Feb 02, 2005 13:50

today marks the fourth month Dommie and i have been going out. it would have been 9 if i hadn't fucked up. well, things happen... i really don't like myself. i am really happy, though, with Dommie. We are going to target after school for shits and giggles. it shouold be fun being a "married" couple.

Ambrose is dying. i saw him in his cage last night and i wanted to cry...well...actually i did. he started hemoraging out of his ear. there was a lot of blood. we didn't think he was going to make it through the night, but he did, i woke up this morning and told Dominic to turn the light on, and i saw little Ambrose sitting there, staring up at me. the bleeding had stopped, but i don't know how he is. i hope the little thing is ok. its sad.

my friends left me a very friendly message on devART. i would expect this from Mike, but Brian asking me what happend to me??? excuse me for having feelings for someone, guys. that was a little upsetting. Brian, you know what happend???? i grew up and started doing something with my life instead of sitting around, smoking and playing video games. i'm sorry, that was harsh. that comment he sent was just dumb. i think i need to go and calm down, now. byebye.
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