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[crimsonhorizon]

Wow.
Doing everything always sucks.
(That's "doing everythingalways sucks")
(Not "doing everything, always sucks")

I am TIRED.
I MISSED karaoke last night because I was that tired.
Wow.

3 days in Montréal.
3 days in Laura's house.
Slept in my own bed last night.
Wow was it ever comfortable.
I never realized how much I missed my bed.

Also, non-stop activity is not Coco-friendly.
I have decided that I am basically a boring person.
I don't actually LIKE non-stop activity, nor do I need it.
I am content to read, or play cards, or listen to music.

I got my hair done. It's red with blond streaks.
I got my nails done. French manicure - kabarett says it's beautiful.
I spent lots of money in Montréal.
Then I tried to pay my bills.
Bills are due by tomorrow.
Payday is on Wednesday... hmmmm.
Not so good.
Generally, I can take care of myself.
But I was having too much "fun".
It's good to have a mommy.

School starts soon.
I have to find a way to convince myself to go to class.
I have to find a way to convince myself to go to the gym.
I have to find a way to convince myself to stop buying food.
I have to find a way to convince myself that school is more important than work.
I have to find a way to keep my mother happy for another 8 months.

HELP!