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Today was a pretty relaxing day.
My baby started at Cingular today.
He came home on his break, and we went and grabbed some lunch, then I went and picked up Darla and we went to work.
Left work early to get Sheppy. Came home, baked cookies, then I went back to work for a few hours and he went off to his meeting.
I came home, took a shower and relaxed (or tried to).
I really need to work on not letting my insecurities getting the best of me. I need to stop letting them feed my thoughts which make me jump to conclusions.
Sheppy came home and surprised me with long stem roses just for the hell of it. =) I love him so much. He is so good to me.
We talked for a bit then went out to dinner.
I really am going to miss living with him. I wish I would have made the most of our time together. Instead I was pissy and moody because of all the shit that was going on and having to worry about finding a job, a place to live, and bitching about how I miss my friend. We did have a lot of good times though. Good more than bad, I believe. But I wish those bad moments never existed. At least now I know he can live with my random mood swings. I just need to work on talking about it more and understand that--unlike my parents--he will actually listen to what I have to say and am feeling.
Talked to my lovely on the phone today. That was a nice surprise and put me in an even better mood.
I also talked to Liz. We patched things up and I am grateful for that. I don't know if what Leah told me was true--and I am sure it isn't--but I am really sorry for the shit that I did to her. She really is a good friend. Leah on the other hand.... Well... She doesn't know how to be a friend. To anyone. I hope one day she understands what her lies do to people. And I know it is a bad thing to say, but I hope one day all of her lies come and bite her in the ass.
I am not sure how Sunday is going to work out.
I am not sure if Monday is going to work out either. I have to be at a meeting for work Monday, which means I won't be able to get much, if any, done.
Right now it is a play-it-by-ear situation. I am not going to stress over it though. It is only Friday which means, I can't do anything about it until Sunday and Monday.
Tah tah.
My baby started at Cingular today.
He came home on his break, and we went and grabbed some lunch, then I went and picked up Darla and we went to work.
Left work early to get Sheppy. Came home, baked cookies, then I went back to work for a few hours and he went off to his meeting.
I came home, took a shower and relaxed (or tried to).
I really need to work on not letting my insecurities getting the best of me. I need to stop letting them feed my thoughts which make me jump to conclusions.
Sheppy came home and surprised me with long stem roses just for the hell of it. =) I love him so much. He is so good to me.
We talked for a bit then went out to dinner.
I really am going to miss living with him. I wish I would have made the most of our time together. Instead I was pissy and moody because of all the shit that was going on and having to worry about finding a job, a place to live, and bitching about how I miss my friend. We did have a lot of good times though. Good more than bad, I believe. But I wish those bad moments never existed. At least now I know he can live with my random mood swings. I just need to work on talking about it more and understand that--unlike my parents--he will actually listen to what I have to say and am feeling.
Talked to my lovely on the phone today. That was a nice surprise and put me in an even better mood.
I also talked to Liz. We patched things up and I am grateful for that. I don't know if what Leah told me was true--and I am sure it isn't--but I am really sorry for the shit that I did to her. She really is a good friend. Leah on the other hand.... Well... She doesn't know how to be a friend. To anyone. I hope one day she understands what her lies do to people. And I know it is a bad thing to say, but I hope one day all of her lies come and bite her in the ass.
I am not sure how Sunday is going to work out.
I am not sure if Monday is going to work out either. I have to be at a meeting for work Monday, which means I won't be able to get much, if any, done.
Right now it is a play-it-by-ear situation. I am not going to stress over it though. It is only Friday which means, I can't do anything about it until Sunday and Monday.
Tah tah.