in memory of mildred johnson
so i didn't want to start off this journal with sadness, but i guess i don't always get what i want. my great grandmother passed a few days ago. it was expected to happen a while ago, but it's not all sad. she had a stroke in october if last year, and was expected to stay a vegtable. she however said no to that and got a bit better for a while, though her mind slipped in and out of reality, she stayed generally healthy. but no one thought it would last long. in all sincerity, she's gone to where ever she needed to be, and she will be missed.so aside from that sadness of death, there is good news, aeris had her kittens, and with the irony, she went into labor on mothers day. she had 5 kittens, 4 of them are white and differnt shades of orange and red, and the last one to make it's way out is a solid black devil kitty, they're all beautiful and healthy, as well as aeris is. she handled herself very well. i can hear them meowing right now, they're so cute. it took a few hours for her to give birth ot all of them, and dana had to help with thw seperating them from their cords, but everything went well. i couldn't handle the whole after birth injestion, yup, i'm a pussy.i watched the birth, and the after birth it's self didn't really bother me, but her eating was gross. i know she needed to do it, but it's still gross. i never realized before, but i really like seether. they're a really awsome band. so i got told i should really start wearing more clothes at faire, that it's betterfor my reputation. well if i really cared about my reputation, do you think i would do half of what i do. as i long as i'm happy with how things are, i'm fine. i don't care how other people judge me. thats just me. well, i must go scavange around for food now. bye