May 03, 2004 15:15
so i'm back from this weekend at faire, and i'm glad... i love the shower so much! there was alot of drama this weekend, but alot of good stuff happened too. i got to see jeremy on saturday, he was with his woman mandy and i believe she was his ex erica, i went to high school with her. i found him a bit later and wow was he drunk. i spent most of the time with brook at her booth, it was so hot out i thought i was going to die.then there was the issue between me and that one particular person that i wrote about in my last entry, for those of you who know me, and about the situation, good for you, if you don't, sorry. anyways, i talked to brook for a while about it, and i guess he did too. i have been trying for the last two weeks to get him to go hit on women, we were never in a "relationship". we had our agreement, if he chose to go sleep with someone, he would let me know, visa versa, and we would decide what would happen between us from there, and i never broke that. well later after i had talked to brook, he came by the reef to find me, he found my hiding place. he told me that we should just be freinds because that was what i wanted, and he was right, so i didn't fight it. i just went back to my day as i would have if nothing ever happened. i hung out with "the boy" that i've been kinda chasing after for a while on saturday, and i cannot say that i have any complaints at all. he's really sweat. though my hanging out with him did cause a little drama after he left, i didn't mind that much. i argued with the other boy a little, he had things he needed to say, so i let him. for some reason he seems to think i lied to him even though i was completly honest about everything and every one. i wasn't ever with any one else, when i foind i was interested in someone else, i told him, and he said to do what ever i wanted, as long as i kept to our agreement, so i did. the only thing he said that he was completly right about was the fact that i should have told him sooner, about my feelings. he was right, i should have. but back to saturday night....so the boy and i hung out for a while, i had fun, but not too much fun that john is going to have to lecture me later about why being a whore is bad. i met a few new people, includung his ex, who just by chance is in cuthburt's with all of us. she seemed really nice, though i might mention that by this time i was half naked, i changed out of my garb and into my pirate wench/whore clothes... it was hot out. well after everyone had decided that slepp was in our best interest, we headed back to were brooks booth is because he had left his jacket there, and thats about the time that the drama i kinda mentioned all ready stared. i said my good byes for the night, and went back inside. i got the cold shoulder for a bit then he drunkenly left, i don't blame him, i had just came in with another guy, so he has his rights to feel however he wants, then he came back and thats when we had our little tift. i left with virginia, to go sleep in elfs van cause we heard that he had found a woman, and there was no ways in hell either of us wanted to spoil that, so were waling out with jakie and we find fish and he decides that sleeping in vans is a bad thing so we all went out for food and then jakie went home and the three of us continued on to fishes tent. then there was morning again. i was working in the kitchen when the boys ex realizes that she recognizes me. we talked about peircings a little, and then the back handed compliment...." i didn't even recognise you without all of your peircings, it almost looked like you fell into a tackle box..." well, hmmmm. i just laughed and contnued with what i was doing. that was suprisingly the only big thing of the day, the rest of the day i sprnt either in natasha's booth, or in brooks, oh i did go into hididng for a while towards the end of the day, i watched the poxy boggards show for like the 10th time, and then the last show with them and the other group that i can't quite remember the name of, but i stayed there with colleen, then i hung out with him a little bit after the show. that was my weekend, hopefully next weekend won't be so drama filled.