bar sinister
so i'm at work, i'm bored and i want people to come and keep me company. this weekend was nice, 2 days off in a row after working 9 days strait. i went to bar sinister on saturday with natasha, it was fun. alaska highway was awsome, i've waited too long for that. lots of boys, past boys and current, and to be very honest, i think it could have been worse. i ran into, well i think he wants to remain nameless, but i ran into someone that i havn't seen in a long time. he had to be one of the greatest things i saw that night, at least he'll talk to me, maybe not dance, but talk is good i guess. i think he made it more awkward than it needed to be. jason asked if he needed to get beat up, i fixed that one real quick. for someone whose so willing to fight for me, he's not so willing to date me, what ever. some things aren't supposed to happen i guess. i'm still glad we're friends.but as for the un addressable, he looked better now than last time i saw him, but not for me. he couldn't have made that more clear. on randome shit, some weird guy kissed me, i thought it was just going to be a kiss on the cheek, but was i ever cought off guard. i was just kinda like well, that was sweet, but i'm going to go this way now. boys are the devil. the one person i wanted to show up didn't, so i guess i'll se him at kareoke on wednesday, and he'll ignore me because we're out in public, and i'll drink because it's what i do. i would't go at all if it weren't pj's birthday. wahoo, boggards friday night, natasha and i will be attending. i was supposed to go last year, actuaaly, i was supposed to go with natasha and the "unmentionable", but that never happened. i hate men who don't wnat to hear the truth, i try to tell them shit, and they don't listen, then when they do listen, i'm the bad guy all the way. stupid ignorance. yarg.