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so dusty is in la right now... so i guess i did hte same thing when i left for alta dena.... i was going to go visit him before i left, but i got pre occupied with stupid people, hte kind that anger me. he should be back soon, i think he went to his brothers house. cool cool.
i sent out some pictures today, nothin important, just some people havn't seen me in awhile, so thought i should update people. cool beans. i'm really fucking bored. so here's peotry...
As i pray upon my knees
there is no lord to lay upon me
the will to see nor the will to believe
that anything you felt was ever love for me
your trust in me has lead me to see
that in your eyes i was just one to decieve
and once in your eyes was a sorrow
making me wish there will be no tomorrow
these tears of blood pour from my eyes
reminding me of all the lies
and the wicked game you craved
and the lust you made
there is nothing sacred in your name
now i bleed thru the bandages
i bleed thru the sheets
where i once slept crying at your feet
the river of reality has run dry
i never got a chance to say good bye
never had a reason to die
just ranting thats kinda old actually. i like that one, no name, just sat. feb 6 2005 5am.