just like the night before

[crimsonghastly]

every day i find myself in this delema,
so i try to close my eyes,
and try to forget all those things i felt,
that made me want to die.
a sincere gesture from friend to friend,
touches me deep inside,
where no one else has yet to see,
and to myself i can't lie.
I CAN'T HIDE FROM THIS
I CAN'T FEEL MUCH MORE
I CAN'T STRIVE ON THIS
LETS JUST START THIS OVER
JUST LIKE WE DID BEFORE
every day i wake up in this house,
sometimes i'm with you.
no ones ever tried so hard,
no ones ever been so true,
i close my eye's to see you there,
and open them to see that lifes not fair.
I CAN'T HIDE FROM THIS
I CAN'T FEEL MUCH MORE
I CAN'T STRIVE ON THIS
LETS JUST START THIS ALL OVER
JUST LIKE WE DID BEFORE
so kiss me goodbye now,
don't forget me in the morning.
i'll be gone by sunrise.
so tell me if all this is real,
don't feed me lines from fairy tales,
i'm not just your pin up dream....
I CAN'T HIDE FROM THIS
I CAN'T FEEL MUCH MORE
I CAN'T STRIVE ON THIS
LETS JUST START THIS ALL OVER
JUST LIKE WE DID BEFORE
JUST THE SAME AS LAST NIGHT
AND THE NIGHT BEFORE
AND THE NIGHT BEFORE
tomorrow night won't be like it was before

i wrote this last night, not too sure i if i like it or not yet, gimme inpute you judgmental bastards!