that ends that chapter of drama, i hope
well, i think that all the cherie/david drama has finally come to an end. he asked questions and i answered them the best i could, and o now think we have an understanding. hoorraaaaayyyy. i told him that i do have feelings for him and i am very much atracted to him, but dispite all that, there's nothing there, and i think a relationship between us would be wreckless and irrisponsilble. we would wind up killing eachother.we just wouldn't work. ironically, he completly understood, and said that he totally agrees, but he was just waiting for me to say it, that he wanted my honesty since everything thats happened between us, with the drama anyways has come from mouthes other than our own. we got out the honesty that we both needed, and he says that anything between us from now on is purly friendship... thats all i've wanted to hear for like a month now, i'm so happy. i now think i'm totally caught up, when something else devistating happens, you'll read about it i'm sure.