So Now You Know (and knowing is half the battle)
It's been a few weeks and things have been pretty calm.
Things with Abbie's ultrasound went well today. Our son is healthy and doing well at this point. We've gotten to see better pics of him. Needless to say that he's looking a lot like his dad (big nose and big feet). I feel bad because Abbie wants a natural birth and if this kid takes after me...
I hope that Abs will be able to handle the natural birth. She's a strong woman and I know that she will manage.
The last few weeks have been interesting. I didn't realize that things were affecting me as bad as they were until reality kind of came crashing down around me.
I've been having major self doubts about my life to current. I've actually had to face some old demons that I thought were buried. Most of the time in the past, I could bury them and continue on. The last few months were trying. I was trying to figure out these self-doubts and lack of self worth.
I'm surprised that I was able to keep things so hidden for so long...
I sat down with some people last night and discussed all of these issues that I have been having and they put it into perspective. They stemmed from issues that I thought were gone had residuals from a major confrontation some six months ago.
Hard to believe that someone could sap the best parts out of a person all of this time. Needless to say, the facts lifted a giant weight that was crushing me. I've noticed considerable energies returning. I've been able to ground, center and shield and they're growing stronger. Now I know that I'll grow in leaps and bounds in my faith now.
Thank you to those that have been patient with me and for those that have been able to help. I love all of you dearly...
Things with Abbie's ultrasound went well today. Our son is healthy and doing well at this point. We've gotten to see better pics of him. Needless to say that he's looking a lot like his dad (big nose and big feet). I feel bad because Abbie wants a natural birth and if this kid takes after me...
I hope that Abs will be able to handle the natural birth. She's a strong woman and I know that she will manage.
The last few weeks have been interesting. I didn't realize that things were affecting me as bad as they were until reality kind of came crashing down around me.
I've been having major self doubts about my life to current. I've actually had to face some old demons that I thought were buried. Most of the time in the past, I could bury them and continue on. The last few months were trying. I was trying to figure out these self-doubts and lack of self worth.
I'm surprised that I was able to keep things so hidden for so long...
I sat down with some people last night and discussed all of these issues that I have been having and they put it into perspective. They stemmed from issues that I thought were gone had residuals from a major confrontation some six months ago.
Hard to believe that someone could sap the best parts out of a person all of this time. Needless to say, the facts lifted a giant weight that was crushing me. I've noticed considerable energies returning. I've been able to ground, center and shield and they're growing stronger. Now I know that I'll grow in leaps and bounds in my faith now.
Thank you to those that have been patient with me and for those that have been able to help. I love all of you dearly...