dammit.

[crimsonfaerie]

Okay, I'm not in a bad mood, I'm in a fairly good one. BUT, I confronted my friend about how I heard from a little birdie that he was saying that I "cut for attention" behind my back. Piece of shit. The other day, when I cut in the bathroom, he told me that someone (and I think I know who) said that I walked out of it, lifted up my sleeve, and said, "Look what I did!!" Oh my fucking GOD. I've never done that shit and I never will. Why the hell would I do that?? AND I DON'T DO IT FOR FUCKING ATTENTION! Does anyone see me walking around with short sleeves on; or even lifting up my sleeves and saying, "Wow!! I cut!! Look!! I'm sooo cool!!" NO. I don't even TELL anyone except my good friends. I HATE that fucking stereotype. 'When you cut, you are trying to get attention.' Just because I was trying to seek help and told my GOOD FRIENDS that I did it AGAIN, does not mean I did it for attention. DID I TELL ANYONE ELSE??? NO.

Okay, I'll be okay. I just get aggrivated about rumors. And if you live in my town, I swear to god, EVERYONE and their mother knows that this town SURVIVES on rumors. It's fucking annoying. OK, OK, I'm done ranting. I just needed to get that out of my system. I'm good now.
(X-posted to Bleed_Me_Dry)