God/dess

[crimsonenvisage]

Sometimes I think about God, through I'm quite sure I don't believe in that ideal. When I hear people or read things about faith in God, it almost angers me. I feel like I'm missing out on somthing. Some sort of "light" I've never felt. Even when I was a kid in temple, I never felt like this faith was tangible to me. Perhaps it is envy or pessimism that angers me when others talk about their trust in God. I do feel I am Wiccan but only to an extent. I do feel there is a higher power, but not necissarily a God or Goddess. With the Goddess, she is more of an ideal to me. An idol of strength I can adress spells and "prayers" to.

I wrote this in math when someone made a comment about keeping your trust in God. I don't know why I wanted to write on anything religous.
I envy those with faith.