Aug 09, 2008 21:18
So, who cares anymore really. History has taught me that I can not be happy. Lost my mother, losing my father, have lost all my friends, and current boyfriend is moving to melbourne... fat chance. So here I am alone once again. But really, who fucking cares. Trapped in this crapass town, can't go anywhere because of the father. Don't even have school to escape to. My mind is just recovering from it being scrambled by ex, and then another ex, oh... and then another. I mean when will it end. When will I get to live in peace, when will I get to be happy. I really want to get out of here and drop everything, everyone. Shed this tainted shell and grow one clean and pure. I haven't felt so much anger in my entire life, I can't handle it... I just don't know how to deal with all of this. I just want out.
Btw... fuck you.