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I have found some amazing facts out in life so far in such little time.
I have realized that most people are not as forgiving as I am. I get over most things easily. I just can't believe that so many people that used to be good friends have such strong animosities towards each other. Why can't anyone realize that people are not perfect; people, when they are young do not really understand their own actions, so how can you completely blame them? I can understand being disappointed with someone, I can even understand not being friends with someone, but to outright hate someone and slander people's name through the internet, phone, or speaking is just so ungraceful.
There are vile people crawling this earth that have fucked up my life and that have done some horrible things to me, but I do not hate them, only their actions. Yes, this is a response to the recently popular "jerrod's post" but not completely. I have seen this all around me. It makes me feel ill.
The other thing is, I can't believe how long something can remain in your soul. I have tried everything to subdue it's presence in my life, make seem none existent. But once in a while, when my guard is down, it will overflow and suffocate my heart. I feel I can't breath... tears well in my eyes, my hands shake and even tingle from the adrenaline pumping from my disparate heart. Then the effects enter my brain. I can't think, it is like my most vital organs are put into a strait-jacket.
Jordan, This is what happens when I think about calling him. I wish I could, I want to, but I don't want the feeling of being blown off again. I don't think I could open myself up again and not have some closure.... everything would fall out.
And I didn't know that Iron and Wine did THAT cover of The Postal Services "such great heights." When I heard the song the first time, it was their version and I loved it. But then I looked it my and downloaded the original. I like the remake better..... I can not wait to go to their concert.
... that and Radiohead.
I have realized that most people are not as forgiving as I am. I get over most things easily. I just can't believe that so many people that used to be good friends have such strong animosities towards each other. Why can't anyone realize that people are not perfect; people, when they are young do not really understand their own actions, so how can you completely blame them? I can understand being disappointed with someone, I can even understand not being friends with someone, but to outright hate someone and slander people's name through the internet, phone, or speaking is just so ungraceful.
There are vile people crawling this earth that have fucked up my life and that have done some horrible things to me, but I do not hate them, only their actions. Yes, this is a response to the recently popular "jerrod's post" but not completely. I have seen this all around me. It makes me feel ill.
The other thing is, I can't believe how long something can remain in your soul. I have tried everything to subdue it's presence in my life, make seem none existent. But once in a while, when my guard is down, it will overflow and suffocate my heart. I feel I can't breath... tears well in my eyes, my hands shake and even tingle from the adrenaline pumping from my disparate heart. Then the effects enter my brain. I can't think, it is like my most vital organs are put into a strait-jacket.
Jordan, This is what happens when I think about calling him. I wish I could, I want to, but I don't want the feeling of being blown off again. I don't think I could open myself up again and not have some closure.... everything would fall out.
And I didn't know that Iron and Wine did THAT cover of The Postal Services "such great heights." When I heard the song the first time, it was their version and I loved it. But then I looked it my and downloaded the original. I like the remake better..... I can not wait to go to their concert.
... that and Radiohead.