.::Young at heart::.
I've been thinkin a lot lately about this whole "moving out" thing...i don't want to do it. I mean, i know it's going to happen, and i know it needs to happen...i just don't want to...Any of you who know me know of my fear of death. Well, that kind of causes me to develop a fear of growing up. It's always been a natural reaction of mine to try and display a more mature side of myself because i was never allowed to act my age. My father would get pissed off at me for acting my age, and always made me act older...but deep down it scares me. I always jump head first into situations that require some amount of maturity, and all i can ever think to myself is, oh God, what have i gotten myself into now... I guess it all kind of works though...i know that i won't back out. i need to face my fears...and this is one way to do it. There's this little girl inside of me that's always fought to get out, who got smothered when i was her age...and she struggles and struggles, and inside of me she's screaming and crying....she just wants to get out...and she wants to stay young forever and a day...i guess you could call that my heart. But my mind knows better. I know that i can't be a kid forever. I know this. But i guess i can't help but dream. And so, i move forward...
Congrats to zupheal on the job. Kuddo's buddy.
Congrats to zupheal on the job. Kuddo's buddy.