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I am at work, and being at work and bored means that I get to write in my livejournal because I haven't done so in such a long time.
Okay.
So I've been working at this new job that takes up 5 days of my week, and I don't care, because I get to work with Dacia and refugees from Senegal that are oh-so nice. I'm mainly trying to save up as much as possible for this trip to Houghton so I can be with Rhian and her husband and AWAY from here.
As much as I love Montreal, something goes wrong every time I try to do something good in this city.
Right now I'm thinking : hey. why am I such a mess?
Because I really am, I won't lie.
This guy called Dom that was kind of like my upper ranked boss at AA told me he was in love with me and I had to tell him off because I just didn't understand WHY.
It's that bad. I don't know how to cope with anything. So I have to push away the people that actually care? I'm pretty sure he was just impressed with my t-shirt folding skills at the store. Or something.
And then I just go for the guys that actually don't care about me, and fuck myself over with that. It's loads and loads of fun.
On another note, I have a show on friday. And I am NOT ready.
Okay.
So I've been working at this new job that takes up 5 days of my week, and I don't care, because I get to work with Dacia and refugees from Senegal that are oh-so nice. I'm mainly trying to save up as much as possible for this trip to Houghton so I can be with Rhian and her husband and AWAY from here.
As much as I love Montreal, something goes wrong every time I try to do something good in this city.
Right now I'm thinking : hey. why am I such a mess?
Because I really am, I won't lie.
This guy called Dom that was kind of like my upper ranked boss at AA told me he was in love with me and I had to tell him off because I just didn't understand WHY.
It's that bad. I don't know how to cope with anything. So I have to push away the people that actually care? I'm pretty sure he was just impressed with my t-shirt folding skills at the store. Or something.
And then I just go for the guys that actually don't care about me, and fuck myself over with that. It's loads and loads of fun.
On another note, I have a show on friday. And I am NOT ready.