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i am so confused right now.
i don't know whether to smile or cry...runaway or stay put.
what to do, what to do?
i've never felt more at ease yet so entirely terrified at the same time. it's a crazy mixture of emotions. things are changing and i'm find new things out but what do they mean exactly? where is this all to take me?
i guess all there is to do is live it one day at a time and see where it goes. everything seems so unpredictable right now though, perhaps that's where this uneasy feeling is stemming from?
i just hope everything turns out the way i would like...the way we would like it.