People who have shaped my beliefs
It seems at night I tend to do my most philosophical thinking .. and it was during a conversation between CMS and myself thati began to think bout some things...mainly some beliefs I have..
I used to believe in ghosts.. back in junior school, there used to be a group of us who believed.. or so I thought.. I found out months later that they had made up everything and I felt stupid for believing in any of it..
And then in secondary school, I would shrug off the belief and pretend that believing in ghosts was a load of bollocks.. and one day we did a ouija board and afterwards I spoke to my ex best friend who said that it was bollocks as she was pushing the coin. and then for some reason I agreed and said I had been pushing it too. God forbid if Hannah were to think I was uncool by believing in it... so really I've let everyone else shape what i believe in which is a bit shit really...
I don't believe in ghosts anymore.. which is sad because not so long ago I had been clawing at the belief, desperately wanting to believe.. and I guess its the same with my belief in aliens...
and I'm kind of sick of letting other peoples thoughts bother me!
I used to believe in ghosts.. back in junior school, there used to be a group of us who believed.. or so I thought.. I found out months later that they had made up everything and I felt stupid for believing in any of it..
And then in secondary school, I would shrug off the belief and pretend that believing in ghosts was a load of bollocks.. and one day we did a ouija board and afterwards I spoke to my ex best friend who said that it was bollocks as she was pushing the coin. and then for some reason I agreed and said I had been pushing it too. God forbid if Hannah were to think I was uncool by believing in it... so really I've let everyone else shape what i believe in which is a bit shit really...
I don't believe in ghosts anymore.. which is sad because not so long ago I had been clawing at the belief, desperately wanting to believe.. and I guess its the same with my belief in aliens...
and I'm kind of sick of letting other peoples thoughts bother me!