poems untitled
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The blood dripping down from her wrists
The pain, so hard to resist
The invisible tears that fall down like rain
As her body begins to slowly drain
She's so tired of hiding
Her body and mind and dividing
She's slipping away
More and more everyday
Not knowing who she is or where she belongs
someone who understands her,is all she longs
Her hate and lies are starting to combine
But you never once hear her complain or whine..
She blocked everyone out, and lives in her own land
She's alone, theres no one around, not one demand
You will never understand her
For she is an unsolved mystery, so cold and bitter..
In her made up land there's no one around
no happiness of any kind, not a sound
No one to save her from her own harsh death..
She slices her throat open with one last gasping breath...
_________
Why do you keep doing this to me ?
Why is it so hard for you to see ?
All you do is take away my hope.
All you say is that you cannot cope.
Hang yourself ? Well let me pass the rope.
Let me walk away and start anew.
Let me go, I’ve told you we are through.
Please just let me get on with my life.
Please just leave and take away this strife.
Stab yourself ? Well let me pass the knife.
Why do you persist with hanging on ?
Why won’t you accept our love is gone ?
I can’t live with all the things you’ve done.
I can’t live and never see the sun.
Shoot yourself ? Well let me pass the gun.
I’ve decided that I cannot stay.
I’ve decided I must go away.
Kill myself instead, it’s best that way.
______________
Love is pain,
Pain is love,
It kills you inside,
Yet you hold it like a dove,
It can tear you apart,
It can shatter your heart,
But you can’t stand to be apart,
It will lay in wait,
Until those words does your love state,
"I don’t love you anymore"
Then with kind words they try to even the score,
Try to make it seem like a gain,
Though all you can feel is pain,
A gut wrenching torture,
That rips you apart,
Driving knives,
Into your already cut heart,
But still you cant bare,
You have to come back,
Because without them,
Your life does lack,
Lack the flame,
That was the gain,
To living with pain.
Pain is love,
Love is pain,
Everything to lose,
And nothing to gain.
and yet with all the shit i went through i am still not over him...i wanna be happy but yet he still stands in my mind waiting for me to go back..i promised myself i wouldnt but i cant help going back...
The blood dripping down from her wrists
The pain, so hard to resist
The invisible tears that fall down like rain
As her body begins to slowly drain
She's so tired of hiding
Her body and mind and dividing
She's slipping away
More and more everyday
Not knowing who she is or where she belongs
someone who understands her,is all she longs
Her hate and lies are starting to combine
But you never once hear her complain or whine..
She blocked everyone out, and lives in her own land
She's alone, theres no one around, not one demand
You will never understand her
For she is an unsolved mystery, so cold and bitter..
In her made up land there's no one around
no happiness of any kind, not a sound
No one to save her from her own harsh death..
She slices her throat open with one last gasping breath...
_________
Why do you keep doing this to me ?
Why is it so hard for you to see ?
All you do is take away my hope.
All you say is that you cannot cope.
Hang yourself ? Well let me pass the rope.
Let me walk away and start anew.
Let me go, I’ve told you we are through.
Please just let me get on with my life.
Please just leave and take away this strife.
Stab yourself ? Well let me pass the knife.
Why do you persist with hanging on ?
Why won’t you accept our love is gone ?
I can’t live with all the things you’ve done.
I can’t live and never see the sun.
Shoot yourself ? Well let me pass the gun.
I’ve decided that I cannot stay.
I’ve decided I must go away.
Kill myself instead, it’s best that way.
______________
Love is pain,
Pain is love,
It kills you inside,
Yet you hold it like a dove,
It can tear you apart,
It can shatter your heart,
But you can’t stand to be apart,
It will lay in wait,
Until those words does your love state,
"I don’t love you anymore"
Then with kind words they try to even the score,
Try to make it seem like a gain,
Though all you can feel is pain,
A gut wrenching torture,
That rips you apart,
Driving knives,
Into your already cut heart,
But still you cant bare,
You have to come back,
Because without them,
Your life does lack,
Lack the flame,
That was the gain,
To living with pain.
Pain is love,
Love is pain,
Everything to lose,
And nothing to gain.
and yet with all the shit i went through i am still not over him...i wanna be happy but yet he still stands in my mind waiting for me to go back..i promised myself i wouldnt but i cant help going back...