mike u fucker

[crimson_tears65]

She Just Cant Stop..

She is a fighter
as she struggles to stay strong
and she fools everyone
into thinking nothings wrong

no one knows
that she thinks of herself as dirt
and only a few know
that she has to deal with so much hurt

she doesn't see her beauty
and acts like self confidence is a sin
she doesn't know how much shes loved
as she drags the blade across her skin

and from all this pain
at night she cant stop crying
outside she may be smiling
but still deep inside shes dying

and as dark red tears
fall from her arm to the floor
all she wants to do is end it
she doesn't want this pain anymore

she thinks about
her past with him
thinks of all the lies
and it all sets in

she doesn't need him
shes better off
but loving him
she just cant stop

now you understand all the shit i had to go through with mike and now im done with all the shit he put me through...all the tears all the cuts all the pain...i am not going through that again...im not.

i had to get all this out,at this time it hit me that i put up with his shit too long and im not gonna deal with it again.