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You know how I'm constantly spouting about how I must stay away from monos? And some people wonder WHY I'm constantly trying to chase them away.
God/des help me, I'm going fucking NUTS over a Christian-mono-Scorpio. HA! What is wrong with me. The universe is cruel sometimes, no? Bah... I'm strong enough to deal with this right? right?! Hello?
Perhaps I'll tire of him BEFORE he rips my heart out- *smiles and shakes head* -And eats it for breakfast. om nom nom nom I do sometimes do that a bit too often.
All I know is that it's one of those 'supposed to be' kind of connections. Something is in there, there's some reason to it. Deep, inspiring, strange & beautiful. Instant feeling that I've already known him for years. I didn't even feel my constant anxiety. It was more like when it goes away for an individual when I've already known them for years. Maybe someone I've known before, I do believe in those sorts of things. For all I know, he was my brother in some life somewhere back in times past.
I'll recover after he tosses me aside... I always do. I'm going to do it anyways, and no one can stop me. I just have to keep my eyes open.
God/des help me, I'm going fucking NUTS over a Christian-mono-Scorpio. HA! What is wrong with me. The universe is cruel sometimes, no? Bah... I'm strong enough to deal with this right? right?! Hello?
Perhaps I'll tire of him BEFORE he rips my heart out- *smiles and shakes head* -And eats it for breakfast. om nom nom nom I do sometimes do that a bit too often.
All I know is that it's one of those 'supposed to be' kind of connections. Something is in there, there's some reason to it. Deep, inspiring, strange & beautiful. Instant feeling that I've already known him for years. I didn't even feel my constant anxiety. It was more like when it goes away for an individual when I've already known them for years. Maybe someone I've known before, I do believe in those sorts of things. For all I know, he was my brother in some life somewhere back in times past.
I'll recover after he tosses me aside... I always do. I'm going to do it anyways, and no one can stop me. I just have to keep my eyes open.