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i'm not a real happy person right now.
i just can't do anything right& i feel like everything is falling apart.
i just got done talking to jake. we only talked for 10 minutes..we used to talk from the time we got home from school until like one in the morning..i miss him so much. i need to see him again so bad.
everytime i do something in school, i screw it up.
i'm really worried about little things that i shouldnt care about.
i'm really annoyed with alot of my friends right now.
theyre all like OH EM GEE IM SO EMO! OMGZ. or i kissed a girl..im bi. &thats not just my friends. its basically the whole teenage population as of the last year.
this is so stupid.
my cousin had her baby today.
i'm no longer the only girl in that part of my family.
so basically, i have no need to even be in that part of my family.
ive been coming home&going to sleep at like 5 because i dont have anything else to do.
i dont have friends i hang out with, i mostly have math homework but it confuses me so i copy off people in homeroom, and i dont have a boyfriend.
im just really frusterated with my life.
i guess i shouldnt let all this bother me but it does.
last night i was really sad&just wanted to die.
i dont even remember what was wrong but it was really bad.
i cant think straight sometimes because im so worried&over reacting about things that it all doesnt make sense.
i want everything to be okay.