Hold you in my arms, I just wanted to hold you in my arms...
Well I've nothing else to do, so I may as well work on my typing skills. Oooh look at me go, I'm barely looking down! very proud. at last count I had 19words a minute without looking at the keys or screen - was very proud.
I really wish I was doing something creative .. I think I've just wished myself into a rut tho ... my severe lack of motivation has gotten me annoyed at and uninterested in everything. And i choose to obsess over the little things ... like redesigning my tattoo over and over until i finally finish this morning and no forbid myself to look at it for another week (i just learned the ANOTHER was one word, all my life I've been writing it as two. I'm cool)
an other thing I'm starting to think a lot (TWO words! I make that mistake a lot) is michael; coz all I can really do is think about him...been a week and counting since I last talked to him ... and i'm so afraid of coming across clingy that I dont know what to do ... I'm texting everyone later this week with details of my birthday distraction - as I'm calling it (it's to distract me from the fact it's my birthday) so he HAS to be there, it wont go down lightly if he's not...he wouldn't do that tho, would he? I really dont beleive he'd miss it. I told him about it before.
I asked him to the predebs; he said there was something on in march but cudn't remember what it was..so he's a yes as far as we both know. I'm also bringing Catriona tho, and Nicola might be comin over ... so if I have a good birthday distraction I think I could deal with it if it turns out he can't come ... I'd really love if he came with me to get my tattoo..i need someone's hand to hold..I think it's really starting to sink in - I'll have something on my arm for the rest of forever!
man I'm just not with it right now, I'm gonna watch over-haulin' and hope I can think of a way to ask Michael where the crap he's been - and all that jazz..
Love x
I really wish I was doing something creative .. I think I've just wished myself into a rut tho ... my severe lack of motivation has gotten me annoyed at and uninterested in everything. And i choose to obsess over the little things ... like redesigning my tattoo over and over until i finally finish this morning and no forbid myself to look at it for another week (i just learned the ANOTHER was one word, all my life I've been writing it as two. I'm cool)
an other thing I'm starting to think a lot (TWO words! I make that mistake a lot) is michael; coz all I can really do is think about him...been a week and counting since I last talked to him ... and i'm so afraid of coming across clingy that I dont know what to do ... I'm texting everyone later this week with details of my birthday distraction - as I'm calling it (it's to distract me from the fact it's my birthday) so he HAS to be there, it wont go down lightly if he's not...he wouldn't do that tho, would he? I really dont beleive he'd miss it. I told him about it before.
I asked him to the predebs; he said there was something on in march but cudn't remember what it was..so he's a yes as far as we both know. I'm also bringing Catriona tho, and Nicola might be comin over ... so if I have a good birthday distraction I think I could deal with it if it turns out he can't come ... I'd really love if he came with me to get my tattoo..i need someone's hand to hold..I think it's really starting to sink in - I'll have something on my arm for the rest of forever!
man I'm just not with it right now, I'm gonna watch over-haulin' and hope I can think of a way to ask Michael where the crap he's been - and all that jazz..
Love x