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so sams cell phone just rang and woke her up and she was all sleepy and stuff and handed me the phone and was like its for you. and i was like who is it and she had no idea. so i took the phone and wow. just to hear his voice again.. so weird......
it was alex. my alex. who moved to montana. he called my house and talked to my mom a little bit and she told him that i was in mass and to call sams phone. my moms such a retard lol. wow. thats all i can say right now.
i talked to him like a month ago online and that was it. he moved 4 months ago and i havent really talked to him. and for 4 months neither one of us called each other. and he told me that he found a cd in his car that i burned him over the summer and it made him think of me and decided to call. i didnt have the guts to call him cause it makes it easier not to think about him and how things could have been if neither of us moved. it was so awesome talking to him though. we talked for 2 and half hours. it wasnt awkward at all. it was like he never left. he loves it there. montanas so random. hah. georgias just as random but hes taking in like 1500 dollars every two weeks. that lucky bastard. i wish i had his life.
when an old friend that you havent talked to in forever randomly calls you out of nowhere... its the best feeling in the world. i missed his presence so much. he's home for christmas. im home for christmas... oh boy. this just made my night.
so far this weekend/week has just been the best.
he told me i sound more mature and on top of things. i think this move has given me a better perspective on life. a better understanding of who my true friends are and whos gonna be in my life in the future.
i dunno. i really think he was one of the better guys i dated. i made the mistake of saying that i went back to joe over the summer when me and alex were still together. according to him we were but i didnt think so cause he said he couldnt commit cause we were moving.. oops. i guess we were together up until he moved. thats what he said. which i dont understand how we were still together when before he left in september, in august i hung out with him like 3 times. lol oh well. mannnn..
his outlook on life and the way he loved life and everything that he did was just so awesome. he loved people and he was just so outgoing. it was very hard to find someone that hated him. actually i dont think anyone hated him. all the people that i had meet him, which werent many, they all loved him. my mom loved him, sam loved him. he had such a good head on his shoulders. made me want to be a better person. if i was in a fight with someone he would always tell me to just let things go. lifes too short to hold onto stupid little things. he made me happy. his energy rubbed off on me. so amazing.
k im gonna stop going on about this. i love life right now. i love being here and i just love everything. thank you. goodbye.
it was alex. my alex. who moved to montana. he called my house and talked to my mom a little bit and she told him that i was in mass and to call sams phone. my moms such a retard lol. wow. thats all i can say right now.
i talked to him like a month ago online and that was it. he moved 4 months ago and i havent really talked to him. and for 4 months neither one of us called each other. and he told me that he found a cd in his car that i burned him over the summer and it made him think of me and decided to call. i didnt have the guts to call him cause it makes it easier not to think about him and how things could have been if neither of us moved. it was so awesome talking to him though. we talked for 2 and half hours. it wasnt awkward at all. it was like he never left. he loves it there. montanas so random. hah. georgias just as random but hes taking in like 1500 dollars every two weeks. that lucky bastard. i wish i had his life.
when an old friend that you havent talked to in forever randomly calls you out of nowhere... its the best feeling in the world. i missed his presence so much. he's home for christmas. im home for christmas... oh boy. this just made my night.
so far this weekend/week has just been the best.
he told me i sound more mature and on top of things. i think this move has given me a better perspective on life. a better understanding of who my true friends are and whos gonna be in my life in the future.
i dunno. i really think he was one of the better guys i dated. i made the mistake of saying that i went back to joe over the summer when me and alex were still together. according to him we were but i didnt think so cause he said he couldnt commit cause we were moving.. oops. i guess we were together up until he moved. thats what he said. which i dont understand how we were still together when before he left in september, in august i hung out with him like 3 times. lol oh well. mannnn..
his outlook on life and the way he loved life and everything that he did was just so awesome. he loved people and he was just so outgoing. it was very hard to find someone that hated him. actually i dont think anyone hated him. all the people that i had meet him, which werent many, they all loved him. my mom loved him, sam loved him. he had such a good head on his shoulders. made me want to be a better person. if i was in a fight with someone he would always tell me to just let things go. lifes too short to hold onto stupid little things. he made me happy. his energy rubbed off on me. so amazing.
k im gonna stop going on about this. i love life right now. i love being here and i just love everything. thank you. goodbye.