15 days!

[crimson_shadow]

today is the first day that i am truly happy. not just since ive been here but in a looooooong looong time. and i love it. i love how one thing can just make you all giddy and happy inside. thats how i feel. just happy. and now nothing else in my life matters cause there is hope. and when it gets low and you think it cant get any lower... things just start going your way. and thats the best feeling in the world. it makes you appreciate the good times because they dont come often... you need to go through the bad to get to the good. and i did and now im just gonna sit here and let things happen. no more moping. this just made my week...

hehehehe i cant wait to talk to sammy.