tonight i felt..

[crimson_red]

kinda crappy.

so i ran a tub
poured a large glass of wine
turned out the lights
lit 3 candles
tired to hold my breath under water for more than a minute
ate caramel frozen dessert with crushed almonds
and later cut back my cuticles.

this was my night to receive an adequate amount of sleep.
i guess i'm already too far behind.
some people just weren't born to cross the line.
save the glory, or something like it,
for those of us who do.

nathan.