well I think its safe to say it's been FOREVER
Good news everyone: I'm not dead!
XDD
I've just been on an unexpected leave of absence that I had not foreseen XD. I'm sorry that I just disappeared everyone! It shouldn't happen again (well, I shouldn't just fall of the face of the earth for a week anyway XD). A lot of things have happened over this past little while . . . maybe I should start from the beginning huh? XDD
I've finished Hikaru no Go. I binged on it, honestly. I was watching it all day long with brakes only to get food and go to the washroom XDD. It was well worth it.
shado_bynder dropped in now and then to watch with me, but he can't watch more then four eps before he can't sit in the chair so he always left XD. Ep 60 has to be one of my loved and hated eps XDD. I love it for the drunk Ogata and I hate it for the unmentionable evil act >_>
I want to read HikaGo fics now . . . Can anyone rec me some?
And does anyone think I should get into the fandom? I've been wanting to get into something other then Prince of Tennis, I keep feeling like I'm a one trick pony. That, and I really feel I should support fandom polygamy XD
Thursday, while also being the last day of summer school, was my birthday~ Thank you to everyone who got me things and wished me happy birthday!! *sends hugs and kisses to you all* I love everything I've gotten so far!! ;.; (← tears of joy) No one forgot my birthday (except my father, but I was expecting that)!!!
I really have to say thank you again to
air_pocket, I think you bought everything for me on my birthday O_O. So much food~ (you bought me lunch, dinner and PoT *_*) *glomp*. Also a big thank you to *deepbreath*
stolen_faith98,
black_mist69,
tamiko_unknown,
tohshimari and
blackjesskat!!! Your gifts are so nice and you didn't have to give me anything at all!!
The only thing that would have made my birthday better would have having my mother there. Due to work she couldn't come down last weekend ;.; She was really upset and asked me if I wanted her to try and come down anyway (even if that meant her having to leave and go back to Toronto early in the morning to make it back for work). I was really touched that she would come down anyways, but I told her it was okay, she's pushed as she is so I didn't want her getting into an accident or something. She said she will be brining home my cake this weekend anyways so its all good ^_^.
On Monday I finally went to the doctors about my rib. *celebrates* Go me! I got some x-rays done for both my rib and my chest. My doctors thinks that there might be something wrong with my lungs because I've been coughing a lot O___o I really don't seem anything wrong with my coughing, as I've been coughing forever. Actually . . .. I've been coughing since seventh grade O_o. Meh, normally I cough when the air is dry or I need a drink or something like that . . . . . that's normal right? . . . . .. >_>
Oh, we have also learned that my father doesn't have Cancer! he's just his normal, unhealthy self! ^_^
But now we come to a sad point in life. I think my tablet is really starting to go on me now. I'm not as sad as I was the first time it "died" (that time the button on the side of the pen just came off, I found it and clipped it back in, but after a full night of tears and lots of yelling with my brother due to me being "over emotional" about it all), but its still a bit of hit to me.
I know, I know, it’s just a piece of technology and it can easily be replaced, but that’s not the point.
My mom got this for me, so it’s not just a drawing tool or a piece of technology to me. My tablet is like my mother’s belief in my art and my abilities. I feel almost like I’m betraying my mother’s belief in me by not taking better care of my tablet. It’s a stupid thought, I know, but I still can’t stop myself from thinking like that.
Out of everything I own, I’ve tried to take the best care of my tablet. I can’t use a mouse with my right hand anymore because of my carpo-tunnel syndrome, and my left hand is quickly following suit. The tablet just isn’t for drawing; it’s how I use the computer, which is sadly my life.
Anywho, on with what’s wrong with it. I plug it in and its going just fine for a while, then suddenly it will just stop responding completely. Normally when it is plugged in the small light at the top is orange unless you click with the mouse or the pen, then it is green. When the tablet stops responding the orange light just blinks on and off then stays off. Poof, that’s it. I can un-plug and re-plug and it will maybe start responding again but if it does it will just repeat the process.
So I haven’t been able to draw anything on the computer in a while ._. that makes me sad as well. I felt like I was finally starting to really grasp what the hell I was doing finally. So now I’ve reached a nice pretty block in my art . . . and my muse has decided that this would be the perfect time to just up and leave.
Bleh. This post started out all happy and cheery, now look at -_-;; I need to finish off that start to my AU . . . . and I need to finish killing off Rudolph . . . . Hey they changed the Inbox feature . . . I don’t know if I like it more or not . . . well the only thing I don’t like about it is you can’t jump to any page you want to, but the ability to minimize everything and organize it all is very nice . . . I like the little flag feature too~
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh, it feels so nice to be on the internet again~ I’ve missed talking with everyone. Though it’s kinda funny that as soon as I get back tohshimari gets cut off the net till next Thursday ;.; well, at least I can talk to her in random spurts when she can get on the comp at her grandmothers~
I love you hun!! *kiss* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I don’t think I could ever have a better girlfriend ^________________^ ♥~
Well now that I’ve written a friggin novel, I think I should stop it here XD
Oh, welcome
pyrocat to my journal! *waves* I think you managed to inflate my ego dangerously with that post of yours ^//////////^
XDD
I've just been on an unexpected leave of absence that I had not foreseen XD. I'm sorry that I just disappeared everyone! It shouldn't happen again (well, I shouldn't just fall of the face of the earth for a week anyway XD). A lot of things have happened over this past little while . . . maybe I should start from the beginning huh? XDD
I've finished Hikaru no Go. I binged on it, honestly. I was watching it all day long with brakes only to get food and go to the washroom XDD. It was well worth it.
shado_bynder dropped in now and then to watch with me, but he can't watch more then four eps before he can't sit in the chair so he always left XD. Ep 60 has to be one of my loved and hated eps XDD. I love it for the drunk Ogata and I hate it for the unmentionable evil act >_>
I want to read HikaGo fics now . . . Can anyone rec me some?
And does anyone think I should get into the fandom? I've been wanting to get into something other then Prince of Tennis, I keep feeling like I'm a one trick pony. That, and I really feel I should support fandom polygamy XD
Thursday, while also being the last day of summer school, was my birthday~ Thank you to everyone who got me things and wished me happy birthday!! *sends hugs and kisses to you all* I love everything I've gotten so far!! ;.; (← tears of joy) No one forgot my birthday (except my father, but I was expecting that)!!!
I really have to say thank you again to
air_pocket, I think you bought everything for me on my birthday O_O. So much food~ (you bought me lunch, dinner and PoT *_*) *glomp*. Also a big thank you to *deepbreath*
stolen_faith98,
black_mist69,
tamiko_unknown,
tohshimari and
blackjesskat!!! Your gifts are so nice and you didn't have to give me anything at all!!
The only thing that would have made my birthday better would have having my mother there. Due to work she couldn't come down last weekend ;.; She was really upset and asked me if I wanted her to try and come down anyway (even if that meant her having to leave and go back to Toronto early in the morning to make it back for work). I was really touched that she would come down anyways, but I told her it was okay, she's pushed as she is so I didn't want her getting into an accident or something. She said she will be brining home my cake this weekend anyways so its all good ^_^.
On Monday I finally went to the doctors about my rib. *celebrates* Go me! I got some x-rays done for both my rib and my chest. My doctors thinks that there might be something wrong with my lungs because I've been coughing a lot O___o I really don't seem anything wrong with my coughing, as I've been coughing forever. Actually . . .. I've been coughing since seventh grade O_o. Meh, normally I cough when the air is dry or I need a drink or something like that . . . . . that's normal right? . . . . .. >_>
Oh, we have also learned that my father doesn't have Cancer! he's just his normal, unhealthy self! ^_^
But now we come to a sad point in life. I think my tablet is really starting to go on me now. I'm not as sad as I was the first time it "died" (that time the button on the side of the pen just came off, I found it and clipped it back in, but after a full night of tears and lots of yelling with my brother due to me being "over emotional" about it all), but its still a bit of hit to me.
I know, I know, it’s just a piece of technology and it can easily be replaced, but that’s not the point.
My mom got this for me, so it’s not just a drawing tool or a piece of technology to me. My tablet is like my mother’s belief in my art and my abilities. I feel almost like I’m betraying my mother’s belief in me by not taking better care of my tablet. It’s a stupid thought, I know, but I still can’t stop myself from thinking like that.
Out of everything I own, I’ve tried to take the best care of my tablet. I can’t use a mouse with my right hand anymore because of my carpo-tunnel syndrome, and my left hand is quickly following suit. The tablet just isn’t for drawing; it’s how I use the computer, which is sadly my life.
Anywho, on with what’s wrong with it. I plug it in and its going just fine for a while, then suddenly it will just stop responding completely. Normally when it is plugged in the small light at the top is orange unless you click with the mouse or the pen, then it is green. When the tablet stops responding the orange light just blinks on and off then stays off. Poof, that’s it. I can un-plug and re-plug and it will maybe start responding again but if it does it will just repeat the process.
So I haven’t been able to draw anything on the computer in a while ._. that makes me sad as well. I felt like I was finally starting to really grasp what the hell I was doing finally. So now I’ve reached a nice pretty block in my art . . . and my muse has decided that this would be the perfect time to just up and leave.
Bleh. This post started out all happy and cheery, now look at -_-;; I need to finish off that start to my AU . . . . and I need to finish killing off Rudolph . . . . Hey they changed the Inbox feature . . . I don’t know if I like it more or not . . . well the only thing I don’t like about it is you can’t jump to any page you want to, but the ability to minimize everything and organize it all is very nice . . . I like the little flag feature too~
Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh, it feels so nice to be on the internet again~ I’ve missed talking with everyone. Though it’s kinda funny that as soon as I get back tohshimari gets cut off the net till next Thursday ;.; well, at least I can talk to her in random spurts when she can get on the comp at her grandmothers~
I love you hun!! *kiss* ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
I don’t think I could ever have a better girlfriend ^________________^ ♥~
Well now that I’ve written a friggin novel, I think I should stop it here XD
Oh, welcome
pyrocat to my journal! *waves* I think you managed to inflate my ego dangerously with that post of yours ^//////////^