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Today is my ONE YEAR anniversary......This is it I made it, the next few months will only be harder I know but if I can go a year I'm strong enough to get through anything. Now, these following poems below were not written by me but by friends. It's just some things I feel I can relate to right now.
…A poem for those who will not compromise…
The stone cold floor reflects my soul
My legs outstretched, just skin and bones
I breathe only to know that I'm alive…
I look straight up, but long gone is the sky
So dark and damp, this atmosphere
Vitality's unwelcome here
Time passes by in unknown, d r a w n o u t, strides…
I need to sleep, but dare not close my eyes
I'm innocent; my sins are few
I swear to God! I tell the truth
But who can tell my heartache from my lies?
I bow my head and softly start to cry
"I Must Get OUT!," I scream in vain
But no one's here to feel my pain
Comfort?.. I'll find THAT within my mind
Where insanity and genius coincide
I find condolence, in my… pen?
Not memories, but words instead
Sheer poetry! will prolong my demise
Uncertainty… replaced by my design
Soon I'm freed, my thoughts imbued
by madness - yet brilliance too
I write a poem, its title I'll provide:
…A poem for those who will not compromise…
~Mike
Nightmares
I can hear her crying in the night, I wish I could erase all of the
fright.
How can she ever trust men again? She wouldn't even know where to
begin.
I wish she could live a different life. Why does it always have to
cut like a knife.
She'd never been down that road before. She had always dreamed of
much more.
She wanted to wait until she was married. Now it's to late, for his
penis he has burried.
There she is laying on the cold, hard floor, wishing that there
would be no more.
"Please stop the nightmares", she begs of me, and I wish that it I
could make it be.
What can I do to stop all her pain. I know there is so much more for
her to gain.
He touched her once, he touched her twice. She said to stop, and
then she cried.
"Do you dream of me, as I dream of you?" She couldn't believe that
this was true.
"Why are you doing this, it isn't right?" "Hush little girl." As he
covers her sight.
She knows she should stop him, but what can she do. She's only 11,
while he's 32.
He has ruined her for now and forever. For she has faced the
harshest of weather.
Here she's still lying on the cold, hard floor. She doesn't want
this life no more.
"Sister, please make my nightmares cease." I only wish my baby
sister peace.
Maybe someday there will be no pain, but until that day there is
only rain.
I know that she still cries in the night. Hopefully someday she will
be alright.
Someday she will trust a man again. For now she needs to see where
to begin.
I know she cant live a different life. All she needs is a man, and
become his wife.
I will give her lots of love and understanding. Because to me she is
outstanding.
She no longer cries on the cold, hard floor. She is finally over it,
and like she was before.
Nightmares she never forgot are so sad to me. But I know no matter
what it will always be.
I hope she knows how much she means to us. It took time, but she's
regained some trust.
(I don't really feel any of this right now, but this poem just kinda stuck out for me)
Moments to inhale cast features of hate into the air,
Light feathers fall to their brisk ground,
Sprinklers open, to water its facial town,
Red liqued flows through the city,
As the motor beats the pain of unforgotten pitty,
Freedom wishes upon freedom,
Confusion hails towards them,
Acknowledging truth within our brain,
The city failing to understand as the sprinklers break down into
rain.
basically its a person crying, hope u got the point..
i read it to my dad and he got confused..lol
> > > > We close our eyes and feel the world disappear.
> > > > I hold you in my arms and we share this moment
> > > > Tormented by the future, my lips touch your soft skin
> > > > And I can feel your energy, entangling me
> > > > Pulling my body towards yours
> > > > And time is still.
> > > >
> > > > Unbound and fearless we drift into unknown potential
> > > > Weighted by only a distant consciousness that hangs in the
back
> > of
> > > > our thoughts, we arise above all limitations of reality.
> > > >
> > > > We walk along a stormy ocean scene, laced with serenity
> > > > A parallel to everything we know -- shaking steadily away
> > > > The moon is drenched with red distaste
> > > > distinct against a purple sky that slowly drips and fades
> > > >
> > > > A distant breath of vigilance calls out to us
> > > > Palpable in the surrounding silence of the night
> > > > And we begin to part.
> > > >
> > > > Snow falls now, tainting the world with its colorless
emotion and
> > > > its numbing cold
> > > > Until the new day flushes color upon the world; a blank
canvas
> > > > splashed with paint
> > > > And the past is nothing but a glowing ember, burning within a
> > tired
> > > > mind
> > > > A glowing ember soon to turn to coal.
This one I can seriously relate too XD
IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME............
If tomorrow starts without me , And i m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for ME,
I wish so much u won't cry the way u did today,
While thinking of many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much u love me,As much as i lov u,
and each time that u think of me,I no u will miss me too,
But when tomorrow starts without me,Please try to understand,
That an angel came and call my name, And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready, In heaven far above,
And that i'd have to leave behind, All those i dearly love.
But as i turned to walk away , a tear fell from my eyes
For all my life,i'd always thought,I DONT WANT TO DIE.
I had so much to live for,so much left yet to do,
It seemed almost Impossible,That i was leaving u.
I thought of all the yesterdays ,the good one's and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had
all the fight and all the arguments which we say was a fight ,
If i could relive yesterday,just even for a while,
i did say GOOD-BYE and kiss u and may b see i SMILE.
But than i fully realized,That this could never b,
And when i thought of worldly things,I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of u , and when i did,my heart was filled with sorrow,
But when i walked through heaven gates,I felt soo much at home,
When God looked down and smile at me ,from his great golden thorne,
He said "This is eternity,And all i have promised You".
Today your life on earth is past , But here life starts a new.
I promise no tomorrow,but today will always last,
And since each days the same way ,There is no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,so trusting and so true.
Though there were times u did somthings,you knew u shouldn't do,
But u have been forgiven,Amd now at last u r FREE.
So Wont U Come And Take My HAND, and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,Dont think we are far a part,
For every time u think of me,I m rite Here In ur heart .
U CANT SEE ME BUT..........
I M IN UR HEART AS UR HEART BEAT....
.(IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME).
This one made me think of Erich so yea, I like it
Slowly running through the maze
The maze of my mind
Running to the center and getting nowhere
I continue for hours on end
Just running in circles forever
Just running from myself in a way
I steadily come to a clearing
Where I find a knife to help me from here
I begin to swing at branches
Only to see they grow with more this time
As I fall to my knees I drop the knife
Realizing what it's true purpose is
Now on hands and knees I begin to sob
Crying a million tears a minute
As a memory of you, my most recent loss, replays
After the yelling, the fight, the missunderstand
I ran from that pain but only found more
Dispite all my other intentions
My mind races as fast as my tears flow
And soon as fast as the blood drips
From once flawless skin said to be perfect
But I know it truely and what's under it
As my extremities shake violently
I fall further to the earth into sleep
After what seems like hours or even days
I'm slowly awaken to a tear falen to my face
I open my eyes to see you, my recent loss
And for a minute it feels real
Soon yet it's over and I cry again
And slowly fall to the earth one final time
The knife is still there but the body is not
It has decayed like she believed the love had
She never knew he really was there
With her, doubling the amount of blood
Adding to the silence the maze and knife are ready
Ready to find minds to twist and kill.
Okay, I think that's all for now XD
…A poem for those who will not compromise…
The stone cold floor reflects my soul
My legs outstretched, just skin and bones
I breathe only to know that I'm alive…
I look straight up, but long gone is the sky
So dark and damp, this atmosphere
Vitality's unwelcome here
Time passes by in unknown, d r a w n o u t, strides…
I need to sleep, but dare not close my eyes
I'm innocent; my sins are few
I swear to God! I tell the truth
But who can tell my heartache from my lies?
I bow my head and softly start to cry
"I Must Get OUT!," I scream in vain
But no one's here to feel my pain
Comfort?.. I'll find THAT within my mind
Where insanity and genius coincide
I find condolence, in my… pen?
Not memories, but words instead
Sheer poetry! will prolong my demise
Uncertainty… replaced by my design
Soon I'm freed, my thoughts imbued
by madness - yet brilliance too
I write a poem, its title I'll provide:
…A poem for those who will not compromise…
~Mike
Nightmares
I can hear her crying in the night, I wish I could erase all of the
fright.
How can she ever trust men again? She wouldn't even know where to
begin.
I wish she could live a different life. Why does it always have to
cut like a knife.
She'd never been down that road before. She had always dreamed of
much more.
She wanted to wait until she was married. Now it's to late, for his
penis he has burried.
There she is laying on the cold, hard floor, wishing that there
would be no more.
"Please stop the nightmares", she begs of me, and I wish that it I
could make it be.
What can I do to stop all her pain. I know there is so much more for
her to gain.
He touched her once, he touched her twice. She said to stop, and
then she cried.
"Do you dream of me, as I dream of you?" She couldn't believe that
this was true.
"Why are you doing this, it isn't right?" "Hush little girl." As he
covers her sight.
She knows she should stop him, but what can she do. She's only 11,
while he's 32.
He has ruined her for now and forever. For she has faced the
harshest of weather.
Here she's still lying on the cold, hard floor. She doesn't want
this life no more.
"Sister, please make my nightmares cease." I only wish my baby
sister peace.
Maybe someday there will be no pain, but until that day there is
only rain.
I know that she still cries in the night. Hopefully someday she will
be alright.
Someday she will trust a man again. For now she needs to see where
to begin.
I know she cant live a different life. All she needs is a man, and
become his wife.
I will give her lots of love and understanding. Because to me she is
outstanding.
She no longer cries on the cold, hard floor. She is finally over it,
and like she was before.
Nightmares she never forgot are so sad to me. But I know no matter
what it will always be.
I hope she knows how much she means to us. It took time, but she's
regained some trust.
(I don't really feel any of this right now, but this poem just kinda stuck out for me)
Moments to inhale cast features of hate into the air,
Light feathers fall to their brisk ground,
Sprinklers open, to water its facial town,
Red liqued flows through the city,
As the motor beats the pain of unforgotten pitty,
Freedom wishes upon freedom,
Confusion hails towards them,
Acknowledging truth within our brain,
The city failing to understand as the sprinklers break down into
rain.
basically its a person crying, hope u got the point..
i read it to my dad and he got confused..lol
> > > > We close our eyes and feel the world disappear.
> > > > I hold you in my arms and we share this moment
> > > > Tormented by the future, my lips touch your soft skin
> > > > And I can feel your energy, entangling me
> > > > Pulling my body towards yours
> > > > And time is still.
> > > >
> > > > Unbound and fearless we drift into unknown potential
> > > > Weighted by only a distant consciousness that hangs in the
back
> > of
> > > > our thoughts, we arise above all limitations of reality.
> > > >
> > > > We walk along a stormy ocean scene, laced with serenity
> > > > A parallel to everything we know -- shaking steadily away
> > > > The moon is drenched with red distaste
> > > > distinct against a purple sky that slowly drips and fades
> > > >
> > > > A distant breath of vigilance calls out to us
> > > > Palpable in the surrounding silence of the night
> > > > And we begin to part.
> > > >
> > > > Snow falls now, tainting the world with its colorless
emotion and
> > > > its numbing cold
> > > > Until the new day flushes color upon the world; a blank
canvas
> > > > splashed with paint
> > > > And the past is nothing but a glowing ember, burning within a
> > tired
> > > > mind
> > > > A glowing ember soon to turn to coal.
This one I can seriously relate too XD
IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME............
If tomorrow starts without me , And i m not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for ME,
I wish so much u won't cry the way u did today,
While thinking of many things, we didn't get to say.
I know how much u love me,As much as i lov u,
and each time that u think of me,I no u will miss me too,
But when tomorrow starts without me,Please try to understand,
That an angel came and call my name, And took me by the hand,
And said my place was ready, In heaven far above,
And that i'd have to leave behind, All those i dearly love.
But as i turned to walk away , a tear fell from my eyes
For all my life,i'd always thought,I DONT WANT TO DIE.
I had so much to live for,so much left yet to do,
It seemed almost Impossible,That i was leaving u.
I thought of all the yesterdays ,the good one's and the bad,
I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had
all the fight and all the arguments which we say was a fight ,
If i could relive yesterday,just even for a while,
i did say GOOD-BYE and kiss u and may b see i SMILE.
But than i fully realized,That this could never b,
And when i thought of worldly things,I might miss come tomorrow,
I thought of u , and when i did,my heart was filled with sorrow,
But when i walked through heaven gates,I felt soo much at home,
When God looked down and smile at me ,from his great golden thorne,
He said "This is eternity,And all i have promised You".
Today your life on earth is past , But here life starts a new.
I promise no tomorrow,but today will always last,
And since each days the same way ,There is no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful,so trusting and so true.
Though there were times u did somthings,you knew u shouldn't do,
But u have been forgiven,Amd now at last u r FREE.
So Wont U Come And Take My HAND, and share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me,Dont think we are far a part,
For every time u think of me,I m rite Here In ur heart .
U CANT SEE ME BUT..........
I M IN UR HEART AS UR HEART BEAT....
.(IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME).
This one made me think of Erich so yea, I like it
Slowly running through the maze
The maze of my mind
Running to the center and getting nowhere
I continue for hours on end
Just running in circles forever
Just running from myself in a way
I steadily come to a clearing
Where I find a knife to help me from here
I begin to swing at branches
Only to see they grow with more this time
As I fall to my knees I drop the knife
Realizing what it's true purpose is
Now on hands and knees I begin to sob
Crying a million tears a minute
As a memory of you, my most recent loss, replays
After the yelling, the fight, the missunderstand
I ran from that pain but only found more
Dispite all my other intentions
My mind races as fast as my tears flow
And soon as fast as the blood drips
From once flawless skin said to be perfect
But I know it truely and what's under it
As my extremities shake violently
I fall further to the earth into sleep
After what seems like hours or even days
I'm slowly awaken to a tear falen to my face
I open my eyes to see you, my recent loss
And for a minute it feels real
Soon yet it's over and I cry again
And slowly fall to the earth one final time
The knife is still there but the body is not
It has decayed like she believed the love had
She never knew he really was there
With her, doubling the amount of blood
Adding to the silence the maze and knife are ready
Ready to find minds to twist and kill.
Okay, I think that's all for now XD